Moon Glow
Moonlit Heartache: Unveiling the Pain Within
Lyrics
I saw you like a ghost in the moon shadow
I perceived your presence like a fleeting apparition in the moonlit darkness.
You see through me when did I become disappointing
You have gained insight into my true self, and I question when I started disappointing you.
You're pointing out my flaws and I'm feeling like I've lost
You're highlighting my imperfections, and I'm experiencing a sense of defeat.
Wanna be with you at all cost, it's the reason that we've stopped
I desire to be with you regardless of the obstacles; our relationship has reached a standstill.
I was all for you
I was completely devoted to you.
You were the moon
You held a significant presence in my life, akin to the moon.
Magnetic glow in the blackness of June
Your magnetic allure shone in the darkness of June.
I put my faith in the wrong thing
I placed my trust in something that proved to be misguided.
Put my faith in the wrong thing
I repeated the mistake of putting my faith in the wrong things.
I am disappointing
I acknowledge my shortcomings; I am disappointing.
You were right, that's what I am solving
You were correct; I am working on resolving my issues.
Years of tears it's insulting
Enduring years of tears feels demeaning.
Medicate the offering
I seek solace through medication, offering a remedy for the pain.
If you could see my heart you'd see a million pieces
If you could perceive my emotions, you'd witness my heart in a shattered state with a million pieces.
Shattered scattered internal cement splattered
Internally broken and fragmented, resembling splattered cement.
Wanting to end the suffering
Longing for an end to the suffering and pain.
Suffrage of a casted man
Experiencing the hardships of a marginalized and disadvantaged individual.
Put me in the dirt next to him
Expressing a willingness to be laid to rest beside someone in the earth.
I don't care so I shouldn't be here
Feeling indifferent and suggesting that existence is undesired.
If it was up to me, I would have never existed
If the choice were mine, I would have preferred never to exist.
I hope my death makes more cents than this shit
Expressing a hope that the circumstances of my death would make more sense than my current struggles.
Poor joker no coke or antidepressants
Referencing a troubled individual without access to stimulants or mood-altering medication.
Stuck in a closet filled with bones
Trapped in a confined space surrounded by remains of the deceased.
Adventures lead to empty wallets
Engaging in adventures has depleted my financial resources.
My pockets have run thin
My financial situation has become dire; my pockets are nearly empty.
Life is expensive
Commenting on the high cost of living and the financial burdens of life.
I will regret it all
An acknowledgment of the anticipation of regret for life's choices.
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