Implode
Implode: Battling Inner Demons, Surviving Against Odds
Lyrics
Pressure building up, it won't stop
Feeling intense pressure that continues to increase without relief
At war in my mind
Experiencing inner conflict or turmoil
Feel the desire grow stronger
Sensing a growing and powerful urge or longing
Losing grip, losing time
Slowly losing control and running out of time
I'll wave the flag another day
Choosing to persist or endure despite difficulties
I can't keep this up, there's gotta be another way
Feeling unable to continue and seeking an alternative path
Pull it together to maintain
Striving to gather oneself and maintain composure
Peace of mind seems so far away
Finding inner peace seems distant or unattainable
Bear it all, with what to gain
Bearing the burdens despite uncertainty about the benefits
See thru my pain
Wanting others to understand the pain one experiences
SEE THRU MY PAIN
Emphasizing the plea for understanding and empathy
Watch myself survive, sustain
Observing oneself endure and persist through hardships
At the end of the rope at my wit's end, I have a mind to survive
Feeling exhausted and reaching the limit of one's patience or capability but determined to survive
Turn my back on myself every single day, how am I still alive
Questioning how one can continue living despite self-destructive tendencies
Powerless, devoid of hope, inching closer and closer to death
Feeling powerless and drifting towards a bleak outlook on life
Another day gone, I struggle to hold on
Struggling to hold on despite the passing of time
Feel like I got nothing left
Feeling depleted and having nothing significant left
Face to face, eye to eye
Confronting oneself or others directly
Always continue to justify
Continuing to find reasons or explanations to persist
To let life pass, succumb to doubt
Contemplating giving in to life's challenges and uncertainties
Always up against the odds
Consistently facing difficult situations
Can't pull myself out
Unable to extricate oneself from difficulties
Running away from the person I was, a struggle to keep it all up
Struggling to maintain a facade or image from the past
I want to grow stronger
Desiring personal growth and resilience
I have to be stronger
Feeling the necessity to become stronger
Pull it together to maintain
Trying to hold oneself together despite inner turmoil
Peace of mind seems so far away
Feeling that achieving peace of mind is distant
Bear it all, with what to gain
Enduring hardships without clear benefits
See thru my pain
Asking for empathy and understanding despite pain
SEE THRU MY PAIN
Repeated plea for understanding and acknowledgment of pain
Watch myself survive, sustain
Observing oneself persist and endure through suffering
I'm a fucked up, scorned motherfucker
Acknowledging personal flaws and feeling rejected or hurt
If you hate me, I have news for you
Addressing others' negative feelings toward oneself
So do I
Affirming shared feelings of self-hatred
Gotta push through
Feeling the need to continue despite difficulties
I'm my worst enemy
Recognizing oneself as the primary obstacle or adversary
As life leaves me behind
Feeling left behind or abandoned by life
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