Lyrics
I have this smile to hide me
The speaker uses a smile as a facade to conceal their true emotions or pain.
And I have this cross to bear
The speaker carries a burden or hardship, likened to a cross, that they must endure.
I have your picture that still haunts me like your memory
The speaker holds onto a picture of someone significant from the past, and it continues to emotionally affect them, much like the person's memory.
These things I have I
These emotional burdens and reminders are things that the speaker possesses or experiences.
I have these words to lie to me
The speaker relies on deceiving words to shield themselves from harsh realities.
These stupid songs to share
The speaker seeks solace or connection through music that may seem trivial or foolish to others.
I have these constant hours to fill the void you left me
The speaker spends their time trying to fill the emptiness or void left by the departed person.
These things have I
All the aforementioned experiences or emotions are part of the speaker's life.
For all those things I've done
The speaker expresses regret or remorse for their past actions or behavior.
Let you down I just apologize
The speaker apologizes for letting the person down.
But sorry's hard somehow
Apologizing ('sorry') is challenging for the speaker, even though it seems necessary.
Seems so strange it'd be so easy now
The speaker finds it unusual that saying sorry is difficult now when it should be easy.
But I've got this faith to blind me
The speaker's belief or faith serves as a shield, preventing them from acknowledging certain truths.
And I've got these dreams we shared
The speaker clings to the dreams they once shared with the departed person.
And I have the fear that dreams are all ill have that's
The speaker fears that dreams might be all they have left, indicating a lack of hope for a better future.
Left to me
The fear remains as the only thing left for the speaker.
These things all these things
All the aforementioned experiences or emotions are reiterated as possessions or aspects of the speaker's life.
These things have I
Reiteration that the emotions and experiences mentioned earlier are part of the speaker's life.
These things all these things
Further emphasis that these emotions and experiences are integral to the speaker's existence.
These things have I
Final reiteration that the emotions and experiences listed earlier constitute the speaker's life.
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