Bad Memories
Haunted Echoes: Exposing the Painful Resonance of Bad Memories
Lyrics
I've been fucked up in my head
I've experienced emotional distress.
All these bad memories I can't forget
I'm haunted by negative memories that linger.
Remember all the times you layed in my bed
Recalling moments spent together in intimacy.
Telling me things I wish weren't just said
You shared regrettable words with me.
I've been fucked up in my head
Reiteration of emotional turmoil.
All these bad memories I can't forget
The persistence of troubling memories.
Remeber all those times you lied in my bed
Recall of deceitful instances in the shared bed.
Telling me things I wish were unsaid
Expressions I wish you hadn't uttered.
So whose to blame
Questioning the responsibility for the situation.
Is it me?
Considering self-blame.
I must be the one ashamed
Feeling ashamed and responsible.
Cause I believed everything you had to say to me
Believing in everything you said to me.
Didn't know it was make believe
Realizing it was all a fabrication.
And now im stuck here in a room
Presently trapped in a room with misery.
With nothing left but my misery
Reflecting on a familiar state of misery.
But that's nothing new to me
Suggesting accustomed suffering.
I was raised in a world I wasn't suppose to be
Being raised in an unfavorable environment.
Family stabbed my back more then my enemies
Familial betrayal surpassing that of enemies.
And people see publicity
Public perception influencing relationships.
Then act like that they're friends with me
Friends acting based on public image.
Relations always fail thats just a trend we see
Noticing a recurring pattern of failed relationships.
People up and leave when they see there's nothing left in me
People abandoning when nothing is left.
But what I saw in you in something I won't see for eternity
Expressing a unique quality seen in you.
Had to go on my own quest
Embarking on a personal journey.
I just ain't up and leave
Choosing not to abandon but to pursue.
Something are just meant to be
Believing in the inevitability of certain events.
But i had to get this off my chest
Confessing pent-up emotions.
I got a call the other day that my grandma passed
Learning about the passing of a grandparent.
And ever since then i feel my foots been on the gas
A heightened sense of urgency since the loss.
And I can't seem to steer
Feeling a lack of control, potential danger.
But I hope i won't crash
Hoping to navigate through difficulties.
But if I do at least I know im heaven sent
Confidence in a divine or positive outcome.
At least I know my angels watching me
Belief in angelic protection.
Save me from the evil every day that i can't see
Seeking protection from unseen threats.
And even when I feel lonely
Experiencing loneliness but seeking solace.
Lift me off my feet
A desire to be uplifted.
With the stars is where im bound to be
An aspiration to reach for greater heights.
I told you about my visions
Sharing personal visions or dreams.
You told me they're guaranteed
Receiving assurance about the validity of visions.
Cause its better to be a lion in this life then a sheep
Choosing a bold and assertive life.
I've been fucked up in my head
Reiteration of emotional distress.
All these bad memories I can't forget
Continued struggle with haunting memories.
Remember all the times you layed in my bed
Recalling intimate moments with emotional pain.
Telling me things I wish weren't just said
Repeating regrettable statements in memory.
I've been fucked up in my head
Persistence of emotional turmoil.
All these bad memories I can't forget
Continued struggle with haunting memories.
Remeber all those times you lied in my bed
Recall of deceitful instances in the shared bed.
Telling me things I wish were unsaid
Expressions I wish you hadn't uttered.
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