Lyrics
I just wanna talk
Expressing a desire to communicate.
Dont know how to say
Feeling uncertain about how to articulate thoughts or emotions.
I'm tired of pretending
Expressing fatigue from pretending that the relationship is still intact.
That we are still friends
Acknowledging a change in the friendship dynamic.
Going back and forth
Describing a back-and-forth struggle within the relationship.
Been losing myself
Feeling a sense of self-loss or identity crisis.
Your face will fade but the memories will stay
Anticipating the fading of physical presence but the endurance of memories.
Just like the space between us
Comparing the emotional distance to the physical space between them.
Keeping us in the same state of feeling lonely
Being stuck in a shared feeling of loneliness.
Knowing there's a world outside
Awareness of an external world beyond the troubled relationship.
Somewhere we could be happy without faking smiles
Yearning for a place where genuine happiness exists without pretense.
Changes came now you leave and I will stay
Accepting a significant change with one person leaving and the other staying.
Near your chest forgetting words we both be saying
Recalling intimate moments and shared silence.
When the things go wrong
Facing challenges together.
I'll keep on holding on to the memories
Clutching onto memories when things go awry.
Can't depend on you anymore
Realizing the inability to rely on the other person any longer.
Changes came now you leave and I will stay
Reiterating the theme of departure and permanence.
Near your chest forgetting words we both be saying
Reflecting on shared moments and lapses in communication.
When the things go wrong
Facing challenges together (repeated).
I'll keep on holding on to the memories
Seeking solace in memories during difficult times (repeated).
Can't depend on you anymore
Emphasizing the inability to rely on the other person any longer (repeated).
Been here for way too long
Expressing a prolonged presence and weariness.
I can't keep singing those songs
Rejecting the continuation of singing songs about the relationship.
Maybe it isn't so wrong
Contemplating the potential acceptance of the situation.
Deep down I know you're not gone
Believing that the person is not completely gone.
Maybe you still sing along
Speculating that the other person might still remember and participate.
Maybe if I call you're phone
Considering the possibility of reaching out.
It's always that maybe that keeps me feeling way too low
Highlighting uncertainty as a source of emotional distress.
I don't know how much longer I am gonna last
Expressing uncertainty about personal endurance in the current state.
I need to know if you've been thinking about our past
Seeking confirmation of the other person's reflections on the past.
Cause I remember every scene we had by heart
Recalling and cherishing every shared moment.
And even though we are far we've never been apart
Asserting emotional closeness despite physical distance.
Changes came now you leave and I will stay
Reiterating the theme of departure and permanence (repeated).
Near your chest forgetting words we both be saying
Recalling intimate moments and shared silence (repeated).
When the things go wrong
Facing challenges together (repeated).
I'll keep on holding on to the memories
Clutching onto memories when things go awry (repeated).
Can't depend on you anymore
Emphasizing the inability to rely on the other person any longer (repeated).
Changes came now you leave and I will stay
Reflecting on shared moments and lapses in communication (repeated).
Near your chest forgetting words we both be saying
Facing challenges together (repeated).
When the things go wrong
Seeking solace in memories during difficult times (repeated).
I'll keep on holding on to the memories
Emphasizing the inability to rely on the other person any longer (repeated).
Can't depend on you anymore
Concluding the acknowledgment of dependency on memories rather than the person.
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