Decay
Embracing Demons: Navigating the Abyss of Self in Full Bloom's 'Decay'
Lyrics
I hate living with these demons
I strongly dislike coexisting with these inner struggles or personal challenges.
But I don't think I'll let me out
Despite my desire, I am uncertain if I will allow myself to break free from these struggles.
I've grown accustomed to this destruction
I have become familiar and adapted to the damage or chaos in my life.
And I can't go on without
I feel unable to continue living without this familiar chaos.
This feeling, I'm fading
I sense a diminishing or weakening of a particular emotion.
And I thought that I gave it up
Previously, I believed I had given up on something, but now, standing here, I see no positive change.
But now that I'm standing here and it's no different
The current situation is not any different from before, and I'm realizing this now.
I'm afraid it consumes me
I am afraid that this situation will overpower or engulf me.
We are not separate
We, as individuals, are not separate or distinct from each other.
Doomed to sink inside our empty head
We are destined to be immersed in our thoughts or consciousness.
Into decay, from our mistakes
We are heading towards a state of decline as a result of our errors or misjudgments.
I fear there's nothing I can do to take away
I'm concerned that there's nothing I can do to erase the consequences of my actions.
Who I am, in the end
I fear that, ultimately, I cannot change who I am.
And I'm afraid that I can't change
I'm worried that I am incapable of making positive changes.
And I will give in
I will succumb to the challenges or difficulties.
I'll never give in
I will never surrender or yield.
We are not separate
Reiteration that individuals are not separate entities.
Doomed to sink inside our empty head
We are fated to be trapped within our own thoughts or consciousness.
Into decay, from our mistakes
We are moving towards deterioration due to our mistakes or errors.
I fear there's nothing I can do to take away
I'm worried that there's no action I can take to undo the consequences of my actions.
Who I am, in the end
I fear that, ultimately, I cannot change who I am.
I feel it all closing in
I sense the pressure or difficulties intensifying and enclosing around me.
Contorting under my skin
Distorting or twisting under the surface of my being.
How can I break this fall
How can I overcome or halt this descent or decline?
I've lost it all
I have lost everything.
We are not separate
Reiteration that individuals are not separate entities.
Doomed to sink inside our empty head
We are fated to be trapped within our own thoughts or consciousness.
Into decay, from our mistakes
We are moving towards deterioration due to our mistakes or errors.
I fear there's nothing I can do to take away
I'm worried that there's no action I can take to undo the consequences of my actions.
Who I am, in the end
I fear that, ultimately, I cannot change who I am.
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