IDK
Unraveling Emotions: Gabbie Hanna's IDK Reveals the Complex Dance of Love and Pain
Lyrics
I don't know what it is that I see in you
I am uncertain about the qualities that attract me to you.
And I don't even know what I want
I am unsure of my own desires and preferences.
I don't understand what you came here for
I lack understanding regarding your purpose in being here.
Can't you find some other heart to haunt?
Can't you pursue someone else's heart rather than mine?
I think that this was always meant to end this way
This relationship was destined to conclude in this manner.
There never was a time we were in sync
We were never in harmony; our connection was always off.
Can't pretend to reminisce there were no good old days
I won't pretend that there were enjoyable moments in the past.
But please don't try to tell me what to think
Don't dictate my thoughts, despite our history.
I don't know what it is that I think should be
I'm unsure about what I believe should happen.
If I could I don't know what it is I changed
If given the chance, I don't know how I would change.
I have these expectations that aren't fair of me
I set unrealistic expectations, acknowledging their unfairness.
Maybe I just really like the pain
Perhaps I find pleasure in experiencing pain.
I don't know why it is that I can't talk to you
I don't understand why communicating with you is challenging.
I've always worn my feelings on my shirt
I have always openly expressed my emotions.
It doesn't make much sense that we would want this still
It seems illogical that we still desire this relationship.
But I think secretly deep down we like to hurt
Deep down, we may derive satisfaction from causing each other pain.
The game was always how can we manipulate
The dynamic was always about manipulating each other.
This last to make it feel like something real
We strive to make the ending feel genuine despite the manipulation.
I know you think that everything we had was fake
You believe our past was fake, but I won't impose my perspective on you.
But I won't try to tell you how to feel
I won't dictate how you should feel about our history.
I can't begin to say what you mean to me
I struggle to express the depth of your significance to me.
I can't even begin to tell you why
Explaining why I feel this way is beyond my capacity.
As much as I would never like to see you again
Despite my reluctance, I don't want this song to be our farewell.
Please don't make this song our last goodbye
I hope this song won't be the last time we say goodbye.
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