Lyrics
It tears me up as I´m thinking
Expressing emotional distress and inner turmoil.
Of all the things that I should be fixing
Reflecting on personal issues that require attention and resolution.
From the way I talk when I´m speaking
Acknowledging flaws in communication and expression.
To the way I lie about how I´m feeling
Admitting to dishonesty about one's emotional state.
Getting lost in the spaces
Feeling disoriented and confused in mental spaces.
Between my thoughts and my phrases
Experiencing a disconnect between thoughts and verbal expression.
End up losing the cases
Failing in personal struggles and internal conflicts.
With myself, I can´t face em
Avoiding confronting and dealing with personal issues.
Can I be happy?
Pondering the possibility of achieving happiness.
I can´t hide from myself, hide from myself
Recognizing the inability to escape from oneself.
Can I be free
Questioning the possibility of attaining freedom.
I can´t run from myself, run from myself
Admitting the inability to escape one's own self.
God, give me a break from myself
Seeking divine intervention to find relief from inner struggles.
I´m my own worst enemy
Acknowledging self-destructive tendencies.
Just a reflection of who I want to be
Seeing oneself as a reflection of desired qualities.
Like I´m someone I´m not, what does it matter
Questioning the significance of pretending to be someone else.
When that someone I was, was even sadder
Reflecting on past sadness and its impact on identity.
Wanna change the way I look on pictures
Desiring a change in self-perception captured in pictures.
Wanna make a god damn decision
Expressing a need for decisive actions without overthinking.
Without thinking bout the thousand things I´ll never be
Yearning for decision-making without the burden of unattainable goals.
bout everything they hate about me
Awareness of external criticism and its impact on self-esteem.
Can I be happy?
Reiterating the pursuit of happiness despite internal struggles.
I can´t hide from myself, hide from myself
Emphasizing the difficulty of escaping one's own self.
Can I be free
Questioning the possibility of achieving personal freedom.
I can´t run from myself, run from myself
Acknowledging the impossibility of running away from oneself.
God, give me a break from myself
Repeating the plea for divine intervention to find relief.
God, give me a break from myself
Continuing the plea for a break from internal struggles.
God, give me a break from myself
Reiterating the plea for divine intervention to find relief.
God, give me a break from myself
Persisting in the request for a respite from inner conflicts.
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