Lyrics
Rolling the dice
Engaging in uncertain situations, taking risks.
Hoping that it turns out fine
Optimistically anticipating a positive outcome.
But I keep saying it's the last time
Repeatedly claiming it's the final attempt.
Ignoring signs
Disregarding warning signs or signals.
Giving you all my time
Dedicating significant time to someone.
Maybe it's a fool's errand
Acknowledging the possibility of a futile endeavor.
Trying to chase the sun but it's setting
Struggling to pursue happiness, facing obstacles.
I keep running red lights
Continuously taking risks, possibly recklessly.
So I wouldn't have this feeling that I'm still alive
Running red lights metaphorically, seeking excitement.
Falling for your eyes maybe
Attraction based on the eyes, possibly infatuation.
I've been just a little crazy
Admitting to moments of irrational behavior.
You were never mine
Realizing a romantic interest was never truly theirs.
(Never mind)
Dismissive remark, suggesting moving on.
Kisses trace my cold body
Memories of intimate moments linger.
I'm leaving and I'm not sorry
Leaving without remorse or regret.
Don't say I never tried
Asserting effort despite apparent failure.
You were just fucking high
Attributing past actions to being under the influence.
Used to have fun
Recalling a time of enjoyment and contrast.
Now I just come home crying
Current state involves crying and denial.
Denying
Refusing to accept the reality of the situation.
Thought it was fine
Reflecting on a time when everything seemed fine.
Where's my butterflies
Loss of the initial excitement and joy.
I'm never satisfied
Perpetual dissatisfaction with the current state.
Maybe it's a fool's errand
Reiterating the possibility of a futile pursuit.
Trying to chase the sun but it's setting
Struggling to find happiness as time passes.
I keep running red lights
Continuing to take risks despite challenges.
So I wouldn't have this feeling that I'm still alive
Seeking thrills to feel alive.
Falling for your eyes maybe
Attraction to the eyes persists despite challenges.
I've been just a little crazy
Admitting to moments of emotional instability.
You were never mine
Acknowledging that the romantic interest was never possessed.
(Never mind)
Dismissive remark, reiterating the need to move on.
Kisses trace my cold body
Intimate moments leave a lasting impression.
I'm leaving and I'm not sorry
Leaving without expressing remorse.
Don't say I never tried
Insisting on having made an effort.
You were just fucking high
Attributing past actions to being under the influence.
And I wish you would have stayed
Expressing a desire for the person to have stayed.
Now I'm calling out your name
Calling out the person's name as a form of longing.
I wanted to be safe
Desiring safety in the relationship.
Yeah I wish you would have stayed
Expressing a wish for the person to have stayed.
Now I'm calling out your name
Continuing to call out the person's name, seeking connection.
I wanted to be safe
Desiring safety and security in the relationship.
Yeah I wanted to be happy
Expressing a desire for happiness.
Yeah I wanted to be happy
Reiterating the desire for happiness.
Yeah I wanted to
Expressing a longing for happiness.
I wanted to
Repeating the desire for happiness.
be yours
Desire to belong to someone.
Rolling the dice
Repeating the cycle of taking risks.
Hoping that it turns out fine
Optimistically hoping for a positive outcome.
But you were never mine
Acknowledging that the person was never truly
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