The Beast
Eternal Pledges and Inner Beasts: George Gaudy's Melancholic Symphony
Lyrics
I dream of dreams of celestial mothers
I have visions of ethereal maternal figures in my dreams
Drinking coffee next to you
Sharing moments over coffee with you
Their glassy veils protect you from the weather
They, like transparent veils, shield you from life's challenges
They weave your hair with beads of blue
They adorn your hair with blue beads in a protective manner
But I speak the words of my bitter brothers
Contrastingly, I express the harsh words of my troubled siblings
Of being whole away from you
Feeling incomplete when separated from you
Their jagged edges clump together
Their rough edges unite to create the venom I unleash
And form the poison that I spew
This venom symbolizes the negative emotions I project
And I don't remember much anymore
I have difficulty recalling many things
Just my head between your hands
A memory of you cradling my head in your hands remains
And that bracelet on your wrist
Notable is the bracelet on your wrist during that moment
That night I said I 'll be there for evermore
I promised eternal presence that night
But then I had to leave, just to please the beast
Yet, I left, compelled to satisfy an inner beast
That stands beside me all the time
A constant presence, this beast demands sacrifice
And is asking for your blood or my misery
It hungers for either your blood or my suffering
I dream the dreams of someone other
I envision dreams belonging to someone else
The people in them have your eyes
Individuals in these dreams share your eyes
I climb aboard my swollen head
I explore the realm of my inflated ego
To catch a glimpse of what they said
Attempting to understand the messages within
And I speak those words to countless people
I convey these messages to numerous people
I think they are you in disguise
Believing they may be you in disguise
And I don't remember much anymore
Recollection is fading
Just my head between your hands
But the image of you holding my head persists
And that bracelet on your wrist
The bracelet on your wrist remains a vivid memory
That night I said I 'll be there for evermore
The commitment to be there forever echoes
But then I had to leave, just to please the beast
Yet, I departed, yielding to the demands of the inner beast
That stands beside me all the time
This beast stands beside me, an unrelenting companion
And is asking for your blood or my misery
It seeks either your blood or my torment
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