Talksick
Echoes of Betrayal: The Talksick Tale
Lyrics
Two years
Reflecting on a span of two years
It's not that long ago
Recent enough to recall vividly
But I don't wanna get emotional
Reluctance to become emotional about it
When I remember what we used to be
Nostalgic thoughts about the past relationship
It starts hunting me down
Memories cause distress
And it feels so wrong
Feeling morally incorrect or discomforted by the memories
I gave in
Yielded or surrendered to something
That's what you did to me
Reciprocal action, mirroring behavior
Became everything I'd never be
Transformed into what was previously avoided or disliked
It took forever just to figure out
Took an extended time to comprehend
That fantasies were killing me
Unrealistic desires were harming
I came back
Returned repeatedly
After every fight
Despite conflicts
For you to tell me you are always right
Insistence on being correct
You had me begging, down on both my knees
Reduced to pleading
But now I'm getting up
Finally rising above the situation
Hope you can see
Desire for acknowledgment
Take all
Taking everything, selfish behavior
That's all you ever did
No sharing or reciprocation
You never even shared a tiny bit
Deep understanding or knowledge about the person
You had me figured out, right to the bone
Penetrating insight into the essence of a person
You could kill me and I'd still be wrong
Feeling continuously at fault despite extreme circumstances
Don't say that you love me
Disbelief in words due to lacking actions
Had your chance to show me
Opportunity missed to demonstrate feelings
Don't say that you want me
Expressions don’t align with previous actions
When you could have had me
Regret for not realizing value earlier
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