Lyrics
."I got up before noon
Waking up before noon signifies a positive change in the singer's routine, perhaps indicating a departure from a state of lethargy or depression.
I got dressed and I called you
The singer made an effort to get ready and reached out to someone, potentially seeking connection or companionship.
It feels like a day
The day seems promising, hinting at a newfound sense of hope or optimism.
On which I might actually be ok
There's a suggestion that today might be a day where the singer feels genuinely alright, breaking from past negative emotions.
Do you want to go out
The singer proposes spending time together, engaging in simple yet intimate activities like walking by water, getting coffee, and sharing a moment together by holding hands and smoking.
And maybe walk by water
-Get a coffee to go
-And hold hands while we smoke
-And hold hands while we smoke
-I don't hate myself anymore
Repeated affirmation of the change in the singer's feelings – they no longer despise themselves, indicating a shift from self-loathing to self-acceptance.
I don't hate myself anymore
-I don't hate myself anymore
-I don't hate myself anymore
-My feelings are dead
Despite feeling emotionally numb and detached ("grey and cold inside"), the singer managed to overcome this and take action, expressing a sense of accomplishment ("Look at me go").
I'm grey and cold inside
-But I got out of bed
-Look at me go look at me go
-The wind in my hair
Imagery of enjoying nature's elements and intimacy with a partner, symbolizing joy, freedom, and connection.
and the sky above me
-The great outdoors
-My lips on yours my lips on yours
-I don't hate myself anymore
Continued assertion of the change in self-perception, emphasizing the absence of self-hatred, indicating a significant personal transformation.
I don't hate myself anymore
-I don't hate myself anymore
-I don't hate myself anymore
-Time passing by
Observation of time passing by and people living fulfilling lives outside the singer's window, possibly reflecting a sense of disconnection or isolation previously felt.
outside my window
-Meaningful people
-living meaningful lives
-All meaning got lost
Despite feeling detached and losing a sense of meaning, the singer finds a renewal of emotions and purpose through the presence of the person they're with.
But now I'm feeling again
-I feel my life with you
-I feel my life with you
-I feel my life with you
-I don't hate myself anymore
A reaffirmation of the transformation in the singer's mindset, emphasizing the absence of self-hatred as a consistent and newfound state of being.
I don't hate myself anymore
-I don't hate myself anymore
-I don't hate myself anymore"
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