I Can’t Stop
Unraveling Demons: Dave Sorrendino's Haunting Tale of Addiction and Inner Struggle
Lyrics
I keep going off the deep end
I keep finding myself in extreme situations or emotions.
I keep having the same dream
I repeatedly experience the same scenario in my dreams.
Where I'm drowning near my best friend
In the dream, I'm drowning, and my best friend is nearby.
While his hand is out of reach
Despite being close, I cannot reach out for help from my friend.
So I reach for medication
I resort to taking medication to cope with my struggles.
Whatever gets me through the night
Anything that helps me get through the night.
Feels like the demons that are chasing me
It feels like my internal struggles are constantly pursuing me.
Have been calling from inside
These inner conflicts seem to originate from within me.
Wake up
I wake up from this turmoil.
Tears on my bed sheets
I find tears on my bed, indicating emotional distress.
Lost Sleep
I've lost sleep due to these troubling thoughts.
Thinking it's the way I am
I believe this suffering is inherent to who I am.
I hate
I despise living with a sense of being an outsider or criminal.
Living like an outlaw
However, I'm unable to put an end to this feeling.
But I can't stop
Things keep going out of focus
My life keeps losing clarity and direction.
Don't know how to bring them back
I don't know how to regain control or focus.
All I'm searching for is clarity
I seek clarity but acknowledge my past drug use hinders that.
But I did too many drugs for that
My drug use has impaired my ability to find clarity.
Baby even when I'm sober
Even when I'm not under the influence, things don't improve.
Somehow that just makes it worse
Sobriety doesn't alleviate my troubles; it might even worsen them.
I wouldn't ask to see the future
I wouldn't want to know what the future holds.
Cause every wish comes with a curse
Every wish or desire might come with negative consequences.
I'm praying on the side of the street
I pray while being in a vulnerable position.
I'm still waiting for the signs to mean something
I hope for signs or signals to have meaning in my life.
I want someone to know how bad I hurt
I want someone to understand the depth of my pain.
But there's too many people hurting
However, there are many others going through their own pain.
Wake up
Tears on my bed sheets
-Lost Sleep
-Thinking its the way I am
-I hate
-Living like an outlaw
-But I can't stop
-Wake up
-Tears on my bed sheets
-Lost Sleep
-Thinking its the way I am
-I hate
-Living like an outlaw
-But I can't stop
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