Spiritbreaker
Lost Love's Torment: A Journey of Heartbreak and Desolation
Lyrics
Cast astray and mislead, so misguided
Feeling lost and misled, lacking direction
Rejected and neglected left inside to wallow
Feeling unwanted, abandoned, and left alone
This sinking feeling in my burning chest
Experiencing intense emotional pain in the chest
Decaying me until I'm forced to let go
Being consumed by decay until forced to release
I can't let go of you
Unable to detach from someone/something
I never found the words to say, you're so far away
Struggling to express feelings for someone distant
Abandonment, the resentment, you left me here without a reason to stay
Feeling abandoned and resentful due to someone leaving without explanation
Where do I go from here, where do we go from here
Questioning the future and direction after a loss
I'm giving up on myself, losing sleep every day
Losing hope in oneself, experiencing insomnia
Lost sight, lost mind, erase the memories
Feeling disoriented, trying to erase memories
Destroy all the things I fucking love
Destroying what is cherished
I guess you can't love a monster
Believing oneself to be unlovable
I have a fucking problem
Acknowledging personal issues
Lacerate my beating heart
Feeling emotional pain
The vultures tear away as I stare and watch
Feeling vulnerable to outside influences
I feel them circle as I'm falling fast
Sensing impending danger and vulnerability
Psychosis fills my mind as I watch myself tremble
Experiencing mental instability and trembling
Maybe love has lost its way
Questioning the state of love
But I will never forget the memories
Commitment to preserving memories despite pain
Am I alive or just pretending, to be someone that I'm not
Questioning authenticity and identity
Forced to live and die in this world, only to fucking rot
Feeling trapped in a life destined for decay
And when time begins to fail me, who will be there by my side
Fearing abandonment during difficult times
They say hold the ones you love close, well maybe they shouldn't have lied
Distrust towards advice on love due to past experiences
When will the pain go away
Seeking an end to emotional suffering
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