Lyrics
I learned to breathe hell
I experienced intense suffering and hardship.
Drowning in bleach bath
I felt overwhelmed and immersed in a corrosive or destructive environment.
I learned to breathe hell
Reiteration of enduring significant pain or misery.
It's nothing but me
The suffering is an intrinsic part of who I am.
let me bleeding in my shell
Allow me to suffer internally, within my own protective space.
the deaf see what the blind don’t see
People who cannot hear (the deaf) perceive things that those who cannot see (the blind) do not.
But they re both damned
Despite their differences, both the deaf and blind are condemned or cursed.
i see the spirals over and over again
I repeatedly witness spirals, possibly symbolic of cyclical struggles or patterns.
i bullied my feelings with a knif in my bed
I coped with my emotions by self-harming with a knife in my bed.
Poisoned visions leads
Distorted and harmful thoughts guide my perceptions.
Voiceless passions breeding
Emotions and desires that cannot be expressed verbally are multiplying.
Let me ripped a part this fuckin bastard, that should be me .
Expressing a desire to destroy a part of oneself that is perceived negatively.
I disgust myself…
Feeling a strong aversion or self-disgust.
Under the pressure
Under intense stress or scrutiny.
there is nothing else to say
There is nothing more to be said or explained.
I don’t fear the hand of god
Not afraid of divine punishment; taking responsibility for one's actions.
I m my own punisher
Acting as one's own judge and executor of punishment.
standing in front of the rope
Standing in front of a symbolic rope, possibly representing a choice or consequence.
ROPE
Emphasizing the significance of the word "ROPE."
I m facing my failures
Facing and acknowledging one's own failures or shortcomings.
feel the flame that black our heart
Sensing a burning or darkening of the heart, possibly alluding to emotional pain.
feel the rope that redden our wrists
Feeling the constriction or impact of a symbolic rope on one's wrists.
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