Lose Control
Navigating Inner Turmoil: Total Hip Replacement's Journey of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
When i woke up this morning
Expressing the start of the day
Something felt so wrong
Sensing something amiss or unsettling
I don´t know what it was
Uncertain about the cause of discomfort
But it burned like a thousand suns
Describing intense emotional pain
A stinging guilt is haunting me
Feeling a persistent and painful guilt
and in the mirror i don´t dare to see
Avoiding self-reflection due to inner turmoil
I seek shelter desperately
Seeking refuge desperately
But there is no escape
Feeling trapped with no way to escape
From the demon in me
Acknowledging an inner demonic presence
Like a wave crash into the rock
Using metaphors to describe overwhelming challenges
And the elephant runs amok
Highlighting a chaotic and uncontrollable situation
I wake up now with a troubled soul
Awakening with a troubled and restless spirit
How could i lose all of my self control
Expressing regret over losing self-control
How could i lose control?
Pondering on the loss of control
How could i lose control?
Reiterating the theme of losing control
I can´t quench my thirst for it
Unable to satisfy a relentless desire
I try to do my best
Striving to do one's best
To cage the raging beast within
Attempting to control inner turmoil
And keep him from the rest
Seeking to isolate the inner struggle
I try to be the better me
Aspiring to be a better version of oneself
But in the mirror i don´t dare to see
Avoiding self-reflection due to inner conflict
I´m treading water desperately
Fighting against overwhelming challenges
But there aint no escape
Feeling trapped with no escape from inner demons
From the demon in me
Acknowledging the persistent inner struggle
Like a wave crash into the rock
Using metaphors to depict powerful challenges
And the elephant runs amok
Describing a situation where chaos ensues
I wake up now with a troubled soul
Awakening with a troubled soul
How could i lose all of my self control
Reflecting on the loss of self-control
How could i lose control?
Pondering on the loss of control
How could i lose control?
Reiterating the theme of losing control
Harbour gulls they screech at me
Describing the harshness of external judgment
Through the forest, at the sea
Seeking solace in nature but facing challenges
Will the sun shine on me again?
Questioning the possibility of a brighter future
Mellow birds they sing to me
Finding comfort in nature's calming elements
Words in the morning breeze
Receiving comforting words in the morning breeze
Will the sun shine on me again?
Hoping for a brighter future
I wake up now, i wake up now, i wake up now with a troubled soul
Reiterating the troubled awakening
Like a wave crash into the rock
Using metaphors to depict overwhelming challenges
And the elephant runs amok
Describing a situation where chaos ensues
I wake up now with a troubled soul
Awakening with a troubled soul
How could i lose all of my self control
Pondering on the loss of self-control
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