Lyrics
Thought I'd never say goodbye
Expressing surprise or regret about saying goodbye.
Thought I'd stay for my whole life
Initially planning to stay for a lifetime.
I never thought I'd wanna cry
Unexpectedly feeling the desire to cry.
I Didn't think I'd have to try
Not anticipating the need to make an effort.
My parents think I'm doing fine
Parents believe the person is doing well.
I never told my sister why
Keeping a secret from the sister.
I never wanna make them cry
Not wanting to cause emotional pain to loved ones.
But I
Introducing a contrasting emotion or realization.
Can't find the way out
Feeling lost and unable to find a way out.
I need someone now
Expressing a need for someone's presence.
Can't open my mouth
Difficulty expressing thoughts verbally.
It's getting hopeless
Describing a sense of hopelessness.
I need to focus
Recognizing the need to concentrate or prioritize.
But I'm
Reiterating the emotional struggle.
Crying at the beach again
Indicating the act of crying at the beach.
Crying at the beach
Repetition emphasizing the emotional state.
Crying at the beach
-Again, again, again, yeah
-I'm crying at the beach again
Repeating the experience of crying at the beach.
Crying at the beach again
-Oh
-Tried to leave it all behind
Attempting to leave past troubles behind.
Told myself that I'll be fine
Self-reassurance of future well-being.
Brought someone inside my mind
Allowing someone into the inner thoughts.
Broke them like their made of ice
Causing harm or emotional pain to others.
Miss the way it shined so bright
Nostalgia for a brighter past.
Covered up my weary eyes
Concealing fatigue or distress.
I hope that I'll be back in time
Hopeful for a return to a better time.
But I
Reiterating the sense of being lost.
Can't find the way out
Repetition of the emotional struggle and the need for focus.
I need someone now
-Can't open my mouth
-It's getting hopeless
-I need to focus
-But I'm
Repeating the experience of crying at the beach.
Crying at the beach again
-Crying at the beach
-Crying at the beach
-Again, again, again, yeah
-I'm crying at the beach again
Repeating the act of crying at the beach.
Crying at the beach again
-Oh
-I couldn't be heard, couldn't be seen
Feeling unheard and unnoticed.
I told myself that "you're all I need"
Affirming someone's importance in life.
Yeah
Admitting to being in a state of emotional vulnerability.
I'm just a mess I'm losing sleep
Acknowledging personal turmoil and sleeplessness.
I can't believe I'm falling this deep
Surprised by the depth of emotional involvement.
The real me you've never seen
Keeping a hidden aspect of oneself.
That's someone that I never wanna be
Rejecting a version of oneself that is undesirable.
I'm just a mess, how can't you see
Expressing personal chaos and lack of understanding.
At least now you'll know where I'll be
Providing a location where the person can be found.
I'm crying at the beach again
Repetition of the act of crying at the beach.
Crying at the beach
-Crying at the beach
-Again, again, again
-I'm crying at the beach again
Continued expression of emotional distress.
Crying at the beach again
-Oh
-Crying at the beach again
Reiterating the act of crying at the beach.
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