Orengo
Eternal Loss: Navigating Grief and Finding Purpose in 'Orengo'
Lyrics
I always thought I'd be gone before you
I had always expected to pass away before you did.
I lost you now one year ago
I lost you a year ago.
And now I find it hard to grow
After your departure, I struggle to make personal progress.
You took your life, I'm paralysed
You ended your own life, and I am emotionally paralyzed.
And happiness is hard to find
Finding joy or contentment is challenging.
I've lost my mind, I'm in decline
I've experienced a mental decline; I feel like I've lost control.
This crooked feeling all the time
A persistent and unsettling sensation fills me all the time.
I wonder how I will survive with all these demons in my mind
I contemplate how I will endure, given the inner struggles and challenges.
Now that you're gone
Now that you are no longer present.
I should move on
I should try to move forward.
But there's no point without you mum
However, the prospect seems futile without you, Mom.
I hate this silence
I despise the absence of sound and communication.
There's no one here
There is no one around.
There's no one here to talk
No one is available to converse with.
So undecided
Feeling uncertain about my path.
Should I just fade or should I stand tall and walk?
Should I disappear or confront challenges with resilience?
Without your guidance
Without your advice and support.
I'm lost and I wish I could turn back time and stop the clock
I feel lost and wish I could reverse time and halt its progression.
Without you it seems like nothing's even worth it at all
Life without you appears devoid of meaning or value.
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