Lyrics
Man I'm really all beside myself, half the time
Feeling internally conflicted, sometimes wanting solitude
I don’t wanna be bothered, the other half
Desire to avoid distractions or interruptions
I wanna fix all of the problems and figure out a way to give all of my squad a-
Wishing to solve problems for their group and find a new way of life
-New way to live
Investing in a new home and supporting others
Buy a new crib an invest in the rest
Not material possessions, but improving others' lives
Not a whip or a chain, put a brakes on a lame
Not interested in flashy or superficial things
you dont got the right brain for this shit, if you think, you can make it on a diamond, you’re INSANE
Believing it's unrealistic to rely on wealth (diamonds) alone for success
You don’t got the right eyes
Not having the correct perspective or vision
when the prize it comprise of the shine and you whine when you end up bundle of dimes you little shortsighted nip tuck
If you focus on material gain, you'll be disappointed
gonna have to press rewind if you slip up
Errors require correction but time cannot be reversed
but you can’t. this is life and you ain’t gonna fuck with mine
Protective of personal life and decisions
Not a stan, and I made a gold path only I can find, you don’t fuck with a guy who converse with the reaper at night
Confident in forging an individual path, unswayed by others
I been waiting for a long time to find my role
No specific content in these lines
And Nothing ever felt so right inside my empty soul
-Until I picked up this here mic and began to unload
-Into my demons, all these people, fuckin shadows GO
-I’m the opposite of patience see
Impatient and intolerant of insignificant conversations
I won't chit the chatter with no vagrants
Uninterested in trivial discussions with unimportant individuals
You better be amazing me
Expecting extraordinary efforts or talents from others
like Tupac on a flock of some flaming geese
Wanting remarkable performances or actions
If you wanna come an get it you gotta pay for peace,
Value and effort are required to access peace
No fakers please
No tolerance for fake or insincere behavior
Imma keep a cold knife bloody
Metaphorically willing to be ruthless to protect oneself
When I pop off, all these hoes start runnin
Intimidating effect when taking action
I ain't gonna end up fuckin wit nobody
Preventing involvement with others when successful
when gold start coming, I-
Not allowing many people into their inner circle
Keep the circle small
Using sophisticated language but being misunderstood
And the verbiage tall
Expressing genuine disdain for certain individuals
I can keep it so lyrical but you’ll miss my call
Confidence in delivering impactful music
When I slow it down, I say fuck you all
A genuine expression of disregard for some people
Not a metaphor there, that was real and raw
Being able to captivate an audience and evoke strong emotions
I can put a put a beat in a hearse and a verse will set fire to the fuckin crowd
Being capable of creating powerful music that influences others
Lemme hit this blunt, and try to calm right down
Using substances to calm oneself down
I be comin like armageddon, I'm solar now
Asserting personal strength and influence
I been waiting for a long time to find my role
A sense of waiting for a purpose or calling
And Nothing ever felt so right inside my empty soul
Finding fulfillment through music despite inner emptiness
Until I picked up this here mic and began to unload
Using music to confront personal struggles and negativity
Into my demons, all these people, fuckin shadows GO
Challenging and dismissing internal and external negativity
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