runner up
Chasing Dreams, Embracing Reality: Runner Up by Grasskingdoms Unveiled
Lyrics
I fantasize about a better life
I daydream about a more fulfilling life
Bright lights, never ending nights
Yearning for success and lively experiences
Sometimes I feel like I'm just passing time
Occasionally, I sense that I'm merely waiting for time to pass
To get the vision that I know is mine
Striving to achieve the envisioned future that I believe is destined for me
And I try, and I try, and I try
I put in effort repeatedly, but it doesn't always lead to success
But sometimes I fail
Despite my attempts, there are times when I fall short
What it's like inside of my mind
Keeping the details of my thoughts and emotions private
I'll never tell
I won't disclose what goes on in my mind
I can't tell you if I think I'm enough
Uncertain if I consider myself worthy
Because most of the time in my mind
Because often, I don't see myself as the ideal person
I'm not the one
Questioning my self-worth and identity
I can't tell if I think I'm enough
Uncertain if I view myself as deserving
Because most of the time in my life
Because frequently, I feel like I'm second best in my life
I'm runner up
I often find myself in the position of being the runner up
I'm sick and tired
Experiencing fatigue and frustration
Always feeling so inspired
Consistently feeling motivated
Can't wait to settle down and finally retire
Anticipating the moment when I can finally retire and settle down
Life moves quick, but the dreams work slow
Life progresses swiftly, but achieving dreams takes time
I'm in a full blown sprint, but I'm waist deep in snow
Struggling intensely to progress while facing significant obstacles
And I try, and I try, and I try
Despite continuous efforts, success remains elusive
But mostly I fail
Frequent failures despite persistent attempts
All the times that I lied to get by
Recalling moments when I resorted to lies to navigate challenges
And never prevailed
Yet, I did not emerge victorious
Those days were hell
Those times were extremely challenging
I can't tell you if I think I'm enough
Uncertain if I believe I'm worthy
Because most of the time in my mind
Because often, I don't see myself as the ideal person
I'm not the one
Questioning my self-worth and identity
I can't tell if I think I'm enough
Uncertain if I view myself as deserving
Because most of the time in my life
Because frequently, I feel like I'm second best in my life
I'm runner up
I often find myself in the position of being the runner up
I can't tell you if I think I'm enough
Uncertain if I believe I'm worthy
Because most of the time in my mind
Because often, I don't see myself as the ideal person
I'm not the one
Questioning my self-worth and identity
I can't tell if I think I'm enough
Uncertain if I view myself as deserving
Because most of the time in my life
Because frequently, I feel like I'm second best in my life
I'm runner up
I often find myself in the position of being the runner up
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