Virulent Transmissions
Echoes of Internal Turmoil
Lyrics
Another midnight conversation
Initiating another conversation during midnight
With the pipes on the ceiling commences
The conversation begins with the sound of pipes on the ceiling
An anamnesis of the endless torment I endured
Recollection of endless torment in the past
Whilst heading back in the same direction
Reflecting on returning to the same troubled path
Subconsciously begging for more
Subconsciously desiring more suffering
I tried to embody everything that you revere
Attempting to embody values respected by someone else
But I just didn't meet the status quo
Falling short of meeting societal expectations
And I try to make it look like I'm okay by spitting virulent words
Pretending to be okay by expressing harmful words
But these venomous, vile verses can only convey so much
Realizing the limitations of conveying emotions through harsh lyrics
Attempt to rewire my state of mind
Effort to change one's mental state
As worms breed in the cavities where blood once flowed
Visualizing the decay within as worms breed in blood-filled cavities
This is a sonnet of a man-made psychopath
Describing oneself as a product of man-made psychopathy
So here's to everyone I've lost, including myself
Dedicating the lyrics to everyone lost, including oneself
Chronically decayed from the inside out
Experiencing chronic decay from within
I dangled from that one strand of hope
Hanging on to a single strand of hope
That you severed like a knife through a rope
Having that hope severed abruptly
And this recurring thought process will rape my mind
Continuously undergoing a destructive thought process
Till it bleeds from every orifice
Anticipating mental anguish until it manifests physically
But I'm still breathing
Despite everything, still alive
I'm still retching through corrupted lungs
Surviving with corrupted lungs, possibly metaphorical
And into this abyss
Entering a profound state of emptiness or despair
I will fucking descend
Expressing a descent into a bleak and challenging situation
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