Lyrics
Is that her
Expressing uncertainty about the identity of someone
Is that her you're talking to now
Questioning if the person is currently engaged in conversation with someone
It's not that I don't like her
Clarifying that the lack of interest is not due to dislike, but a belief that a relationship wouldn't succeed
I just don't feel like it would work out
Expressing a hesitation about the potential success of a relationship
I just wanna find the right words
Desire to find the right words to describe the person without appearing jealous
To describe her
Continuing the struggle to articulate feelings about the person
Without sounding jealous
Concern about expressing admiration without sounding envious
And I don't wanna seem foolish or stupid
Reluctance to appear foolish or stupid in the situation
I know where it's headed
Awareness of the likely negative outcome of the situation
And after all of this time I only feel bitter
Feelings of bitterness after a significant amount of time has passed
When I see you with her it doesn't get better
Continued struggle with negative emotions when observing the person with someone else
Now I'm eating this can of beans
Symbolic act of eating beans, possibly representing coping or emotional sustenance
My mama says that I need therapy
Mention of the suggestion that therapy is needed to address emotional issues
All my friends and my family they all agree
Consensus among friends and family that therapy is necessary
Now I'm lost look what you've done to me
Feeling lost due to the impact of the situation on personal well-being
Tell me lies tell me lies
Request for honesty and transparency in communication
Did you like me
Asking if the person had genuine feelings or interest
Was I foolish for thinking
Self-reflection on whether it was foolish to believe the person was a unique blessing
You were my only blessing
Reiteration of the person's significance as a blessing
You were my only blessing
Repetition emphasizing the importance of the person
You were my only blessing
Emphasis on the exclusive nature of the blessing
Now I'm waging wars all night in my mind
Mental conflict, possibly involving self-destructive thoughts or behaviors
Tryna find the truth in your lie
Struggling to uncover the truth behind a lie
Don't know who I was
Loss of self-identity due to the person's actions
Till you went and took who I was all away
Acknowledging the impact of the person's actions on self-identity
Now I got you here
Present moment of attempting to communicate and seek clarity
Tryna make things clear
Desire to make things clear and resolve the confusion
And after all of this time I only feel bitter
Reiteration of lingering bitterness over time
When I see you with her it doesn't get better
Persistent negative emotions when witnessing the person with someone else
Now I'm eating this can of beans
Repetition of the symbolic act of eating beans, possibly indicating ongoing emotional coping
My mama says that I need therapy
Reference to the suggestion of needing therapy from the mother
All my friends and my family they all agree
Consensus among friends and family about the necessity of therapy
Now I'm lost look what you've done to me
Continued sense of being lost due to the impact of the situation
Tell me lies tell me lies did you like me
Reiteration of the request for honesty and transparency in communication
Tell me lies tell me lies did you like me
Continued plea for truth and authenticity in the relationship
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