Lyrics
It feels like there's poison in my bones and blood
Feeling a sense of toxicity and negativity within oneself, affecting both bones and blood.
A darkness floods my head sometimes
Experiencing moments of mental darkness or distress that overwhelm the mind.
I'm paralyzed from things unseen
Feeling paralyzed or unable to move due to unseen factors or challenges.
From deep inside of me
Suggesting that the source of this paralysis is internal, originating from deep within the person.
I feel so weak and anxious
Expressing a combination of physical weakness and mental anxiety.
Every time I wake up
The difficulty of facing each new day, marked by a struggle upon waking up.
I can't get through a single day
Describing the challenge of getting through a day without resorting to imaginative or fantasy coping mechanisms.
Without some kind of made up fantasy
Highlighting a reliance on creating fictional scenarios to navigate reality.
Why do I feel its all my fault
Questioning personal responsibility and feeling culpable for the challenges faced.
I was built too strong to fall apart
Asserting strength and resilience, resisting the idea of breaking down despite difficulties.
A stray cat stuck in the rain
Using the metaphor of a stray cat in the rain to convey a sense of vulnerability and being caught in unfavorable circumstances.
I tried to get an early start
Attempting to start afresh, but facing challenges in doing so.
But now I have this heavy heart
Expressing the burden of a heavy heart, possibly due to past experiences or regrets.
It weighs me down every day
The weight of emotional burdens affecting daily life.
Fever dream you're really helping to
Referring to a "fever dream" as a coping mechanism that provides relief during challenging times.
Ease the pains when the world starts melting
Suggesting that the "fever dream" helps alleviate pain when the world becomes overwhelming.
Try, try, try just to forget everything
Encouraging efforts to forget and dissociate from troubling thoughts or experiences.
Disassociate and fade away
Describing the desire to disconnect from reality and fade away as a coping strategy.
I can't focus on anything
Expressing difficulty in concentration and focus.
Delusional, what a pleasant sting
Describing a pleasant yet delusional sensation, possibly as a form of escapism.
A space cadet some would say
Comparing oneself to a "space cadet," implying a sense of detachment from reality.
I crashed head first into the street
Narrating a physical and metaphorical fall, symbolized by crashing into the street.
Broken bones and bloody teeth
Describing physical injuries, broken bones, and bloody teeth as a result of the fall.
Now I can't get back on my feet
Expressing difficulty in recovering and moving forward after a setback.
(Can't get back on my feet)
Reiterating the challenge of getting back on one's feet, both physically and metaphorically.
Fever dream you're really helping to
Repeating the idea that the "fever dream" serves as a helpful escape during times of distress.
Ease the pains when the world starts melting
Emphasizing the role of the "fever dream" in easing pain during moments of societal chaos.
Try, try, try just to forget everything
Encouraging continuous efforts to forget and dissociate from overwhelming experiences.
I try, try, try just to forget everything
Reiterating the persistent attempt to forget and escape from challenging realities.
And fade away
Concluding with the desire to fade away, highlighting the ongoing struggle with difficult circumstances.
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