Lyrics
You put yourself into my place an you won't understand it
You need to experience my perspective to truly comprehend it.
The way I'm moving on these songs I feel real outstripped
My emotions are strongly expressed in my music, making me feel surpassed.
I just wanna heal the pain want my pops right next to me
I desire to ease the pain and have my father close to me.
2 Oh 21 it's been a year it's catching up to me
Being 21, the events of the past year are catching up to me.
Broken into pieces when I lost my homie clay
My world shattered when I lost my friend Clay.
Now all these niggas shady they be phoney through the day
People around me turned fake and deceptive during daylight.
I took another loss my feelings was the cost
I suffered another loss, and my emotions were the price.
Losing Teddy D it was a killing I was shocked
Losing Teddy D was a devastating experience that shocked me.
So now I'm bossed up and I'm just sticking to theory
Now, I've elevated myself and adhere to a certain philosophy.
The man to cross me he'll be tucked maybe buried
Anyone who crosses me might face severe consequences, possibly even death.
I hear Deuce whatchu doing what plans will you be screwing
People inquire about my actions and plans, questioning my choices.
I only took a year just to myself I felt influenced yea yea
I took a year for self-reflection, feeling influenced by my surroundings.
Fought the pain and caught the pain an I can never heal it
I fought and endured the pain, but it's something I can never fully heal.
Understand the consequences wit me niggas staring
People should understand the consequences that come with me; others stare at me.
Baby you can not picture yourself wit me it's dealing
You cannot imagine being with me; it involves dealing with difficult situations.
Everybody know I feel so different in my feelings
I am unique in my feelings, and everyone knows it.
I keep it real my dreams are real and they can never go away
I am genuine, and my dreams are substantial, enduring despite challenges.
Nigga who grew in the trenches niggas know I'm bound to stay
Having grown up in difficult circumstances, I am bound to stay true to my roots.
Why you wanna leave my side I feel this shit like everyday
Why do you want to leave my side? I feel this struggle every day.
Dealing with anxiety my mind is saying quite me
Dealing with anxiety, my mind is urging me to quit.
I suffered it I stuck with it and now they all discovered it
I endured suffering, stuck with it, and now others recognize it.
I covered it I smothered it cause ion wanna pluck at it
I concealed and suppressed my pain because I don't want to confront it.
They cried to me they lied to me they told me I was guaranteed
People deceived and lied to me, falsely assuring me of guaranteed success.
They capped to me keep rats from me my goal was always to achieve
They deceived me, kept informants away from me; my goal was always to achieve.
Am I wrong oh oh
Am I wrong, oh oh
Am I wrong oh oh
-Am I wrong oh oh
-Fought the pain and caught the pain an I can never heal it
I fought the pain and endured it, and it's something I can never heal.
Understand the consequences wit me niggas staring
Understand the consequences that come with me; people stare at me.
Baby you can not picture yourself wit me it's dealing
You cannot envision yourself with me; it involves dealing with difficult situations.
Everybody know I feel so different in my feelings
Everyone acknowledges that I experience my feelings differently.
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