Lyrics
Yeah, my time is over
Expressing a sense of conclusion or resignation to a phase or period in life.
I don't wanna be sober
Expressing a desire to avoid sobriety, possibly seeking an escape or numbness.
Imma make it hope you waitin' on this stoner
Confidently asserting plans for success, referring to a stoner lifestyle.
Cause they ain't ready for what's droppin' in October
Teasing an upcoming event or release in October that others may not be prepared for.
Yeah, my time is over
Reiterating the idea of a concluded period or phase in one's life.
I don't wanna be sober
Reiterating the aversion to sobriety and a desire to avoid it.
I'm so lonely all I wanna do is hold her
Expressing loneliness and a longing to hold someone dear.
Fuck the distance, reminisce about you closer
Frustration with physical distance, reminiscing about closeness with a significant other.
Yeah, my time is over
Repeating the sense of concluded time, possibly indicating a personal transition.
Yeah, my time is over
Reiterating the notion of a completed or past phase in the speaker's life.
Have you ever had a thought that just eats away your brain?
Reflecting on intrusive thoughts that consume the mind.
And if you decide to kill it, then you'll probably go insane?
Highlighting the potential mental toll of suppressing such thoughts.
Writing letters to yourself in hopes that it'll stop the pain
Turning to self-expression as a coping mechanism, even if it might not alleviate the pain.
But you're livid and it's vivid when you've got nothing to gain
Acknowledging frustration when efforts yield no gain.
Bipolarity, hilarity, I'm laughing at myself
Referencing bipolarity and finding humor in one's struggles.
Honestly I probably shouldn't though cause I just need some help
Admitting the need for help and recognizing the inappropriate nature of laughter in such situations.
Rollin' sticky cause I'm sick of everything inside my cells
Using substances (possibly drugs) as a means to escape internal struggles.
Find importance in the portions of the shit I'm tryna sell
Seeking meaning and value in aspects of life that are being shared or sold.
And you know, you know that I've been trying fucking hard to discard the feelings that I always throw back
Expressing the difficulty of overcoming recurring emotions or feelings.
And I know, I know that
Acknowledging the challenges of being in a relationship with the speaker.
Lovin me ain't easy, sweetie I'm as useful as a doormat
Comparing oneself to a doormat, indicating a perceived lack of usefulness.
Format my brain & program me to stop
Desiring a mental reset or reprogramming to address personal issues.
Cause I've been so lost inside all of my crop
Feeling lost within one's thoughts and experiences.
The rain is just falling on top of my shop
Using metaphorical language to describe the emotional weight on the speaker's life.
A tear in my ceiling I hope it don't drop
Expressing concern about a potential emotional breakdown.
Caving in, I'm caving in
Describing a sense of collapse or giving in to internal struggles.
I do this time & time again
Acknowledging a pattern of behavior, possibly self-destructive or harmful.
I'm faded now, was faded then
Referring to a state of intoxication, comparing past and present experiences.
I'll talk to you somewhere round 10
Referring to a specific time for communication, emphasizing the fleeting nature of connection.
And then you're gone & I'm alone
Expressing a sense of abandonment and solitude after a conversation.
I pack my bong & fucking zone
Engaging in a coping mechanism, using a bong to escape reality.
There's nowhere I can call my home
Expressing a lack of belonging or a place to call home.
There's no one I can call my own
Expressing a lack of personal connection or possession.
At least I tell myself that
Recognizing the self-deceptive nature of personal affirmations.
At least I tell myself that
Repeating the theme of self-deception and attempts to convince oneself.
At least I tell myself that
Continuing the theme of self-deception and internal struggles.
At least I tell myself that
Reiterating the act of self-delusion, possibly as a coping mechanism.
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