Loner
Embracing Solitude: Matt Wxsted's Journey through Pain and Liberation
Lyrics
Yeah you rather have me sober, yeah
Preference for being sober, possibly for someone else's sake
She don't like it when I drink now, yeah
Someone dislikes the singer drinking
But the pain it won't go over, yeah
Unresolved pain
I was born to be a loner, yeah
Feeling inherently inclined towards solitude
Yeah you rather have me sober, have me sober
Reiteration of the preference for the singer to be sober
She don't like it when I drink now, when I drink now
Reiteration of someone's disapproval of the singer drinking
But the pain it won't go over, won't go over
Continued unresolved pain
I was born to be a loner, be a loner
Reaffirmation of feeling naturally inclined towards being alone
You hate the same old songs but they are my anthem
Disagreement over musical preferences; these songs are personally significant
Spending all my money on these drugs when I cash in
Spending money on drugs when cashing in
Walking round in my head like an empty mansion
Feeling mentally vacant like an empty mansion
Memories haunting me got me droppin' acid, yeah
Haunted by memories, resorting to drugs like acid
I've been left behind too many times (Too many times)
Feeling abandoned frequently
My father, my sister; at night I just cry (At night i just cry)
Close family causing emotional distress, leading to tears
Blame it on me so I'd rather get high (Rather get high)
Assumed responsibility to be blamed, preferring getting high
This is the only way I'll ever feel fine (Yaya)
Drugs as the only way to feel okay
And I hate that you hate all my habits
Dislike from someone towards the singer's habits
See me fucking up, know you can't stand it
Observers witnessing mistakes but unable to tolerate
All these drugs gon' put me in my casket
Fear that drugs may lead to an early death
Take another sip of my fucking flask then
Continued consumption of alcohol as a coping mechanism
Yeah you rather have me sober, yeah
Reiteration of the preference for the singer to be sober
She don't like it when I drink now, yeah
Reiteration of someone's disapproval of the singer drinking
But the pain it won't go over, yeah
Continued unresolved pain
I was born to be a loner, yeah
Reaffirmation of feeling naturally inclined towards being alone
Yeah you rather have me sober, have me sober
Repetition of previous lines for emphasis
She don't like it when I drink now, when I drink now
-But the pain it won't go over, won't go over
-I was born to be a loner, be a loner
-I hate the fact that you, see me like a savage
-I been this way, 'cause I am so fucking damaged
-Life came like a hurricane and I'm just a ravage
-Staying sober causes just another fucking panic
-Had to pave my way with white ladders
-When you feel like me the only thing is that the high matters
-I've been way too low for so long, but with high status
-I can't handle more
-This a mind, this a mind battle
-But I hate to let you go
-All these drugs they take control
-Everyday I'm losing pieces of my soul
-I hate to let you go
-I'm insane from head to toe
-Yeah you rather have me sober, have me sober
-She don't like it when I drink now, when I drink now
-But the pain it won't go over, won't go over
-I was born to be a loner, be a loner
-Yeah you rather have me sober, yeah yeah yeah
-She don't like it when I drink now, oh no no
-But the pain it won't go over, won't go over, oh yeah yeah
-I was born to be a loner, be a loner
-Yeah, yeah, yeah
-Have me sober
-Yeah, yeah, yeah
-When I drink now
-Yeah, yeah, yeah
-Won't go over
-Yeah, yeah, yeah
-Be a loner
-Yeah, yeah, yeah
-Have me sober
-Yeah, yeah, yeah
-When I drink now
-Yeah, yeah, yeah
-Won't go over
-Yeah, yeah, yeah
Confirmation of inherent inclination towards solitude
Be a loner
Final confirmation of feeling naturally inclined towards being alone
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