Liquor on the Nightstand
Lost Souls and Liquor: Mitch the Hero's Reflections on Love and Regret
Lyrics
I shoulda made a million
I regret not having made a million by now.
By now
Expressing the delay in achieving financial success.
But I haven’t
Reflecting on the lack of accomplishment.
All this fucking up im doing
Acknowledging a pattern of mistakes and failures.
Is turning into a habit
Admitting that the mistakes are becoming a regular occurrence.
I don’t know her name
Unaware of the person's name.
Just her number and her address
Possessing only contact information without personal connection.
i just lost the game
Feeling defeated or unsuccessful in a situation.
Sold my soul on her mattress
Metaphorically losing personal integrity in a relationship.
Never meant shit
Actions didn't hold significance.
But I never meant to hurt you tho
Expressing unintentional harm caused to someone.
if you weren’t so fucked up
Suggesting the person is emotionally troubled or intoxicated.
Then i swear you would be perfect bro
Believing the person would be perfect if not for their issues.
Cut them off and watch them drift away
Choosing to distance oneself from negative influences.
i keep my circle close
Keeping a small and trusted social circle.
I think that I might love you
Possibly developing romantic feelings for someone.
I aint tryna be your savior tho
Clarifying a lack of intention to be a rescuer or savior.
Running out options
Feeling limited in available choices or opportunities.
I know everybody hates me
Perceiving a general dislike from others.
She’s Fucked up on the inside
Describing internal emotional distress in someone else.
Been this way since 18
Indicating a prolonged period of internal struggle since the age of 18.
Marlboro reds and some liquor on the night stand
Depicting a scene with cigarettes and alcohol on the nightstand.
Coulda been a trophy wife
Reflecting on a missed opportunity for a successful and stable marriage.
Coulda had a nice man
Reflecting on the possibility of having had a good partner.
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