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Hate how this turned out
Dislike the outcome of a situation
You're still mad at me
There's lingering anger or resentment towards me
It haunts me in my sleep
Memories or regrets trouble me even in sleep
Fucked up my self esteem
Damage to my self-worth and confidence
You know none of us was right all along
None of us were right in this situation
So there's no point telling lies
No point in dishonesty or deception
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Wish for someone to create art from my downfall
Don't get how you're never past things I left behind for heights
Difficulty in understanding why past issues aren't overcome
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind
Being brought back to places or memories I tried to move on from
She ask what I'm doing I say girl don't worry bout me
Dismissive response to inquiries about personal affairs
I've been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Struggling to find an exit or solution from a situation
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you're not with me
Feel drained knowing you're not by my side
Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me
Struggling with self-acceptance
She ask what I'm doing I say girl don't worry bout me
Reiteration of dismissive response to inquiries
I've been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Continued struggle to find an escape or resolution
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you're not with me
Continued emotional drain due to your absence
Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me
Continued difficulty in self-liking
Even say I like me
Reiteration of self-doubt and struggle with self-liking
Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me
Continued difficulty in self-liking
Now I'm very fucking sure that you defo despise me
Strong conviction in being disliked by you
In another universe I know that you're my wifey
Imagining a different, happier scenario with you
Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you
Recalling a moment of departure from your place
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you
Remembering feeling hated during a conversation
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3 am of you who's drunk as fuck
Recalling taking care of you in a vulnerable state
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else
Recalling the pain of losing your affection to another
She ask what I'm doing I say girl don't worry bout me
Reiteration of dismissive response to inquiries
I've been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Continued struggle to find resolution or escape
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you're not with me
Continued emotional drain due to your absence
Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me
Continued difficulty in self-liking
She ask what I'm doing I say girl don't worry bout me
Reiteration of dismissive response to inquiries
I've been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Continued struggle to find resolution or escape
Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you're not with me
Continued emotional drain due to your absence
Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me
Continued difficulty in self-liking
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
Enduring a constant feeling of personal insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Regretting how everything unfolded from routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
Enduring a constant feeling of personal insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Regretting how everything unfolded from routine
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