Lyrics
You can make me feel like I'm nothing
You have the power to make me feel insignificant.
I show you so much do you still love me
Despite showing a lot, I question if your love for me remains.
I hope it's worth it I'm so unsure
Uncertain if the relationship's challenges are justified.
I mix this liquor cause I'm insecure
Using alcohol as a coping mechanism due to insecurity.
But tonight I'm walking away
Deciding to walk away from the relationship tonight.
So goodbye there's nothing to say
Saying goodbye with no further words to express.
Yeah it's been real at least I thought it was
Reflecting on the relationship, questioning its authenticity.
I guess we grew apart what became of us
Recognizing a growing distance between partners.
I confess I'm damaged but girl you're damaged too
Admitting personal damage but acknowledging the partner's flaws too.
We look for someone in each other but that's looking through
Searching for fulfillment in each other but not finding it.
Someday you might remember I gave you all I had
Reminding the partner of the past devotion and effort.
And when you pushed away I started pushing back
Responding to rejection with resistance.
I never got the reason and it bothers me
Feeling bothered by the lack of explanation for the breakup.
My apologies isn't my greatest qualities
Apologizing is not a strong suit, recognizing personal shortcomings.
You know I bottle it and girl I do it well
Bottling up emotions effectively.
I'll probably call you faded or from the county jail
Predicting communication in a troubled state, perhaps under the influence.
I know it won't be easy but this ain't nothing new
Anticipating the difficulty of moving on.
Someday I'll love again cause I got over you Ah
Hopeful for a future love after overcoming the current pain.
You can make me feel like I'm nothing
Reiteration of feeling insignificant in the relationship.
I show you so much do you still love me
Questioning the endurance of love despite significant efforts.
I hope it's worth it I'm so unsure
Expressing uncertainty about the relationship's value.
I mix this liquor cause I'm insecure
Continuing to use alcohol as a response to insecurity.
But tonight I'm walking away
Deciding to end the relationship tonight as well.
So goodbye there's nothing to say
Repeating the farewell with finality.
Yeah it's been real at least I thought it was
Questioning the authenticity of the shared experiences.
I guess we grew apart what became of us
Confirming the distance that has developed between partners.
I admit I'm broken but are you broken too
Acknowledging personal brokenness and offering to make amends.
Let me make it better I'll show you something new
Promising a new and improved perspective on the relationship.
We barely show affection and it's so obvious
Noticing a lack of affection and its evident impact.
I'm reaching all alone while you reach for an audience
Feeling isolated in reaching out while the partner seeks external validation.
You hate the faded me but yet you hate me when I'm sober
Acknowledging dislike for the altered state but also in sobriety.
There's one thing I can promise you gon hate me when its over
Anticipating continued resentment even after the relationship ends.
Mr. xanny popper on another note
Referencing substance use and potential overdose as a means of coping.
I'll try to handle this until I fucking overdose
Expressing a struggle to cope with the situation.
I hope you know I loved you
Affirming past love despite the current difficulties.
I'll be ok
Assuring personal resilience and eventual recovery.
I can't believe we really made the choice to walk away Ah
Reflecting on the joint decision to end the relationship.
You can make me feel like I'm nothing
Reiteration of feeling insignificance within the relationship.
I show you so much do you still love me
Repeating doubts about the endurance of love despite efforts.
I hope it's worth it I'm so unsure
Expressing uncertainty about the relationship's value.
I mix this liquor cause I'm insecure
Continuing to use alcohol as a response to insecurity.
But tonight I'm walking away
Deciding to end the relationship tonight once again.
So goodbye there's nothing to say
Repeating the farewell with finality.
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