Lyrics
desolate to the bone
Feeling extremely lonely and abandoned.
crossing lines with every thought that I own
Constantly violating boundaries with every thought I possess.
don’t leave me alone
Pleading not to be left in isolation.
i’ll be drawing my blood cause i am dying too slow
Contemplating self-harm as a result of a slow, painful demise.
obsession with a sacred power
Fixation on a divine force or influence.
possession, born into me;
Being inherently possessed by something powerful.
a whole world to devour
Having a whole world to consume or destroy.
put me out
Requesting to be extinguished or removed.
punishing
Undergoing punishment or suffering.
honesty
Emphasizing the value of honesty.
perishing
Facing imminent destruction or death.
put me out of my misery
Pleading to be freed from suffering.
shed my will to abide by morality
Willing to abandon personal principles or morality to end the pain.
who have i become?
Questioning one's identity or character transformation.
bathed in sin - I don’t think that I deserve anything
Feeling immersed in wrongdoing and believing undeserving of anything.
bathed in sin - I don’t think that I’m alone in my skin
Expressing a sense of shared guilt with others.
desolate to the bone,
Reiterating a deep sense of loneliness and desolation.
crossing lines with every thought that I own
Continuing to cross personal boundaries with thoughts.
don’t leave me alone,
Repeating the plea not to be left alone.
i’ll be drawing my blood cause i am dying too slow
Reiterating the inclination towards self-harm due to slow deterioration.
i am the catalyst, a decisionist
Identifying as a catalyst or decision-maker, acknowledging a single way out.
i understand that there is only one way out of this,
Recognizing the inevitability of a particular outcome.
don’t leave me out of this
Begging not to be excluded from this situation.
i need a therapist,
Expressing a need for professional help, possibly therapy.
not just another fucking devil drilling holes into my head
Rejecting the influence of harmful entities, seeking genuine assistance.
bathed in sin
Acknowledging immersion in sin or wrongdoing.
bathed in sin
Repeating the acknowledgment of being immersed in sin.
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