Mass Self Destruction

The repetition of "Aye bet I'm gon die like this" suggests a resigned acceptance of a certain fate or outcome, possibly linked to the speaker's struggles or challenges.

Aye bet I'm gon die like this

Aye bet I'm gon die like this

Aye bet I'm gon die like this

The expletive expresses frustration or defiance, setting a confrontational tone for the following lines.

The speaker reflects on being alone and frustrated in a room, waiting for a transformation ("Grey to fucking bloom").

Through, I fume

Look up in the mirror wait for Grey to fucking bloom

The speaker mentions interpersonal issues, stress, and lack of deliverance from problems, highlighting a sense of burden.

Motherfucker trippin ain't deliver not a fucking ounce

I ain't got a single thing that I ain't fucking stressed bout

The speaker expresses a desire for others to leave and a looming threat ("Grey mouth killer") that could lead to violence and loss of vision.

And your blood gon simmer

Sun goin' dimmer

What you gon do when the Grey mouth killer

Start gum dripping

All up in a

Motherfucker face til he got no vision

A reference to a life lived in fear, suggesting a pervasive sense of anxiety or unease.

A warning to others not to provoke or challenge the speaker.

The speaker anticipates death at the end of the year, possibly with a weapon ("tool") in their consciousness.

The speaker contemplates filling their mind with chemicals, highlighting inner turmoil and imbalance.

I might fill up my brain with the chemicals

Innards are nothing but liquid imbalance I manifested

The speaker expresses self-hatred, a struggle for motivation, and the consequences of selfish behavior on health and wealth.

To motivate myself

But I always take it too far and evade my health

And erase my wealth baby I'm so selfish

The speaker identifies as a blemish, a destructive force, possibly acknowledging their negative impact on themselves and others.

I am a blemish a weapon of mass self destruction

The speaker acknowledges impending challenges but tends to run away instead of confronting them.

I know that it's coming but still I be running

Description of a troubled appearance ("dead eyes"), possibly influenced by drugs and negative emotions during sleep ("slumber").

Lookin like I runner up stunner

Dead eyes I'm blind like shutters

Good drugs bad vibes in my slumber

The speaker hears disturbing voices and envisions crushing others' positivity, suggesting a turbulent and destructive mindset.

You should be under underneath

Gimme that smile that you wear watch it crush under my feet

Im gonna shout in your head till your ears fuckin bleed

The speaker asserts dominance by silencing others, emphasizing a lack of communication or understanding.