Lyrics
I am so tired of this mental pressure
I am experiencing significant mental pressure and exhaustion.
Dark clouds constantly over my head
I constantly feel surrounded by negativity or difficult situations.
And alcohol as the savior of the day
Alcohol is being used as a coping mechanism to deal with the challenges of the day.
This is a joke, a god damn curse which I cannot digest
The situation is absurd, and there is a sense of being cursed or burdened.
An endless void, yet no time to sleep or to ever rest
Despite feeling trapped in an endless void, there is no time for relaxation or sleep.
This is a rock bottom manifest
This is a declaration of hitting rock bottom, a manifestation of the lowest point in life.
Entering these piss-stenched dungeons
Entering unpleasant and filthy environments, possibly metaphorical dungeons of despair.
Not sure if I am awake
Uncertainty about the reality, questioning if the experience is a waking nightmare.
Caves of horror, pain and muddle
Describing the current state as caves filled with horror, pain, and confusion.
And not a single light at the end of the tunnel
Expressing a lack of hope or positive outlook for the future.
This is a joke, a god damn curse which I cannot digest
Reiteration of the absurd and cursed nature of the situation.
An endless void, yet no time to sleep or to ever rest
Despite the feeling of emptiness, there is no opportunity for rest or relief.
This is a rock bottom manifest
Reaffirmation that the current state is a clear manifestation of rock bottom.
I cannot see clear anymore
Experiencing a lack of clarity or understanding in the current situation.
Naceus from feeding upon shit
Feeling nauseous, possibly from enduring unpleasant circumstances.
Struggling through thick fog with mud to my knees
Struggling through challenging and confusing situations represented by thick fog and mud.
Creator of art or just a dreadful disease?
Pondering whether the artistic expression is a positive creation or a destructive force.
Disgrace to depression
Acknowledging a sense of shame or dishonor related to depression.
Discharged from common sense
Being disconnected from common sense or rational thinking.
This reality is beyond depraved
Describing the current reality as extremely corrupted or morally degraded.
As I already have one foot in the grave
Feeling close to death or a sense of impending doom.
This is a joke, a god damn curse which I cannot digest
Repetition of the absurdity and burden of the situation.
An endless void, yet no time to sleep or to ever rest
Despite the emptiness, there is no relief or time for rest.
This is a rock bottom manifest
Reaffirmation that the current state is a clear manifestation of rock bottom.
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