Waiting For This

Experiencing challenging and difficult times that evoke a sense of inner darkness and negativity.

Engaging in morally questionable actions in order to seek revenge, even if they contradict personal beliefs.

Acknowledging the concept of karma – the consequences of one's actions – as advised by the speaker's mother.

Having the strength to endure hardship, possibly due to a tough upbringing that taught resilience.

Believing in a connection with the universe, where the speaker receives what they ask for through teamwork with cosmic forces.

Receiving repetitive messages, possibly guiding or influencing the speaker.

Ignoring those who doubt or lack faith in the speaker's abilities or goals.

Awareness that skeptics will observe the speaker's journey from a distance, without actively participating.

People who initially doubted may later seek guidance or knowledge from the speaker.

Reiteration of the willingness to share knowledge or teach others.

Continuation of the narrative.

Expressing the anticipation of a significant event or moment.

Waiting for a particular experience throughout one's entire life.

Attempting to remain calm and composed, avoiding feelings of anxiety or fear.

Dealing with inner struggles represented by metaphorical "demons" residing in the mind.

Experiencing difficulties or challenges that affect one's well-being, possibly causing stress or breathlessness.

Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated, akin to the symptoms of asthma.

Using the metaphor of sinking like the Titanic to express a sense of deep despair or failure.

Capturing moments in a wide-angle view but rejecting any portrayal of tragedy in the speaker's life.

Living life intensely and passionately, rejecting the label of an addict but acknowledging a free-spirited existence.

Reiteration of living life without being confined, similar to a free-spirited individual.

Continuation of the narrative.

Reiteration of waiting for a significant event throughout one's entire life.

Anticipation and desire for a euphoric or elevated state, symbolized by "high."

Repetition emphasizing the longing and anticipation for the sought-after "high."

High

For this high

Reiteration of the anticipation for the desired euphoric state.

Continuation of efforts to remain composed despite challenges, including respiratory difficulties.

I've been feeling quite asthmatic

Fighting against inner struggles or challenges represented by metaphorical "demons."

Surviving a metaphorical catastrophe, symbolized by the sinking of the Titanic.

Reflecting on lost civilizations or experiences, possibly with a sense of nostalgia.

Capturing moments in a wide-angle view, indicating a broad perspective on life.

Wandering without a fixed path, suggesting a nomadic and free-spirited lifestyle.

Continuation of the narrative.

Reiteration of waiting for a significant event throughout one's entire life.

Anticipation for the long-awaited euphoric experience or moment.

Repetition emphasizing the anticipation and desire for the sought-after "high."

For this high

Expressing the prolonged duration of the anticipation for the significant event or experience.

For too long