specter
Navigating Life's Shadows: A Hateful Decay Journey
Lyrics
When I was young I would look to the stars
Reflecting on childhood aspirations and dreams of reaching for the stars.
I took a piece of them and hid it in my heart
Retained a part of those aspirations within, safeguarding them.
And now I'm older and there's so many scars
Life experiences have left emotional wounds and marks.
I don't know if I still have that star
Uncertainty about retaining those childhood dreams.
And now I'm here and I'm lost in the dark
Feeling lost and directionless in life's complexities.
And even now I look toward the stars
Despite difficulties, still holding onto aspirations.
And now I'm older and the stars are still the same
Despite aging, the essence of childhood dreams remains unchanged.
I might be lost but they still guide my way
Though lost, the memories and dreams continue to provide guidance.
Everything around is melting in the dark
Surrounded by a deteriorating environment or circumstances.
And here I am just a ghost at heart
Feeling emotionally detached or disconnected from reality.
And someone tell me that it's all okay
Seeking reassurance and comfort amidst chaos.
Colors monochrome and night is day
Perception altered; everything seems bleak and distorted.
Will I leave this endless night alive
Questioning survival amidst ongoing challenges.
Am I strong enough to stay alive
Doubting personal strength to endure hardships.
Purged my soul but all the scars remain
Emotional wounds persist despite attempts to heal.
And now I'm older and the stars are looking back
The enduring presence of childhood dreams in the present.
Sending colored rain to keep my heart intact
Hopeful signs or moments in adversity preserving inner resolve.
And those who died under crying stars
Remembering those who passed away under similar circumstances.
I hope to join you when I finally leave the dark
Wishing for eventual peace among departed souls.
And even now as it all melts away
Witnessing the dissolution of familiar surroundings.
I am feeling worse each and every single day
Experiencing worsening emotional distress regularly.
And now I'm older but the stars are still the same
Consistency in the constellations, symbolizing stability.
I might be lost but they still guide my way
Lost but still relying on the familiar to navigate life.
Everything around is melting in the dark
Continued disintegration of surroundings or personal life.
And here I am just a ghost at heart
Feeling disconnected from emotions or the essence of being.
And someone tell me that it's all okay
Seeking reassurance amidst chaos and confusion.
Colors monochrome and night is day
Perception altered, seeing a bleak world devoid of vibrancy.
I just want to find a place for me
Desire for a sense of belonging or a place of comfort.
I just want to find a cure for me
Seeking a solution or remedy for personal struggles.
And here I am just a ghost in the night
Feeling detached and unseen in the darkness of night.
And here I am trying to feel alright
Striving for emotional well-being despite internal turmoil.
Look at me with stars for eyes
Describing oneself as a spectral figure, untouched by death.
I'm a ghost who never had to die
Existing in a state of existence akin to a ghostly presence.
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