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I still got anxiety that's why I keep it on me
I experience anxiety, which is why I carry a weapon.
Sometimes I feel like I cant trust no one around me
I sometimes feel a lack of trust in those around me.
There's another side of me but I don't even show it
I have another side to my personality that I keep hidden.
Cause I got way to many people eating off me
I have many people depending on me, which adds pressure.
Been through depression and I learned my lesson
I've experienced depression but learned from it.
So I count my blessings and run it up
I appreciate my blessings and focus on success.
But I still got anxiety that's why I keep it on me
I still grapple with anxiety, leading me to keep a weapon.
Sometimes I feel like I cant trust no one around me
I have trust issues, doubting the sincerity of those around me.
I got anxiety, got to keep it on me in my home
Anxiety prompts me to keep a weapon even at home.
Working on my sobriety I keep drinking cause I feel alone
I turn to drinking to cope with feelings of loneliness.
Said little brodie shoot 22s he will light up your block
Advice to someone to be cautious, as they have the potential to harm.
Got a lot of trust issues got to keep that door locked yea
Due to trust issues, I keep my doors locked for security.
Been through depression and I learned my lesson
Experienced depression but have grown from the lessons.
Gone count my blessings and run it up
Grateful for blessings and focused on achieving success.
Cause I still got anxiety that's why I keep it on me
Anxiety remains, leading to the continued need for self-protection.
These niggas hating say you got to watch yo homies
Warning about potential betrayal from friends.
And these bitches trifling got to watch who you trust
Caution about untrustworthy individuals, especially in relationships.
Fell out of love and fell in love with the drugs yea
Shifted from love to a reliance on drugs.
It ain't easy tryna make it out Boston
Struggling to succeed in challenging circumstances in Boston.
Little bro in these streets deep this shit will leave you heartless
Concern for a younger sibling navigating dangerous streets.
I got anxiety I'm trippin' out
Expressing heightened anxiety and agitation.
Wanna be some big tryna see what that's about
Aspiring for a larger life and exploring new experiences.
Stand on the stage hear my fans scream and shout
Dreams of performing on stage and receiving acclaim from fans.
I'm gone stand strong wont let them take me out wont let them take me out
Determined to stay resilient despite challenges.
I got anxiety that's why I keep it on me
Continued anxiety leading to the constant need for self-defense.
Sometimes I feel like I cant trust no one around me
Reiteration of struggles with trust and feeling isolated.
There's another side of me but I don't even show it
Hidden aspects of the self due to the demands of supporting others.
Cause I got way to many people eating off me
Feeling burdened by the expectations of those dependent on them.
I got anxiety, gotta keep it on me in my home
Anxiety persists, leading to the need for self-protection at home.
Working on my sobriety I keep drinking cause I feel alone
Coping with loneliness through the consumption of alcohol.
Said little brodie shoot 22s he will light up your block
Advising caution with a reference to potential violence.
Got a lot of trust issues got to keep that door locked yea
Security measures due to deep-seated trust issues.
Been through depression and I learned my lesson
Overcoming depression and learning valuable lessons from it.
Gone count my blessings and run it up
Recognition of blessings and the commitment to success.
Cause I still got anxiety that's why I keep it on me
Perseverance in the face of lingering anxiety, necessitating self-defense.
These niggas hating say you got to watch yo homies
Emphasis on the need to be cautious about friends due to potential animosity.
And these bitches trifling got to watch who you trust
Warning about untrustworthy individuals, especially in relationships.
Fell out of love and fell in love with the drugs yea
Transition from love to a reliance on drugs as a coping mechanism.
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