Lyrics
My bestfriend lost his life cause they ain't wana fight
Expresses the loss of a friend's life due to reluctance to engage in conflict.
Your own homies set u up when u live this life
Highlights the betrayal from close friends when living a certain lifestyle.
I made it pass 21 I should be excited
Reflects on surpassing the age of 21, suggesting a sense of accomplishment and survival.
I lost everything I love nigga fuck some dimonads
Expresses a disregard for material possessions, emphasizing the importance of genuine connections.
Fuck rhyming,only express my feelings
Rejects traditional rhyming, opting for emotional expression through the lyrics.
I done changed up my beliefs momma probably think I need healing
Acknowledges a shift in personal beliefs, possibly causing concern for the speaker's well-being.
Always had alota questions, had to go within to get it
Describes a journey of self-discovery by seeking answers within oneself.
Always had alot of blessing had loose just to see it
Recognizes the presence of blessings, often realized through overcoming challenges.
Man these words ain't words if I say it really mean it
Stresses the sincerity of the speaker's words, emphasizing authenticity.
In world where they blame the devil for they own demons
Comments on the tendency to blame external forces for personal struggles and inner demons.
Swear they always come back,but I leave the ringing
Suggests recurring challenges, possibly alluding to persistent personal issues.
Almost gave her ring,I'm glad she gave me a reason not
Shares a moment of contemplating a serious commitment but finding a reason not to proceed.
Seem like it's always the closest ones tht u need to watch
Warns about potential betrayal from those close to the speaker.
I been smoking blunt after blunt I know needa stop
Admits to excessive smoking as a coping mechanism, recognizing the need to stop.
Alota habits adopted,I still needa drop
Acknowledges the adoption of various habits, indicating a desire for personal improvement.
Alota habits adopted,I still needa drop
Reiterates the need to drop certain habits for personal growth.
Tell me is it mental health
Ponders on the role of mental health in the speaker's experiences.
Who can u trust if u dont trust yo self
Raises the question of trust, emphasizing the importance of self-trust.
Somebody tell me is it mental health
Reiterates the inquiry into the impact of mental health on the speaker's life.
Who can you trust if you dont trust yourself
Underlines the significance of self-trust in the context of trust issues.
Tears shed leave a soaked bed
Describes the emotional impact of tears on the speaker's bed.
I done close friends
Expresses the closing of friendships, whether through death or other circumstances.
Some living some dead
Acknowledges the diverse outcomes of friends, some alive and others deceased.
Some turn dope heads, but who u can u blame when u grew up in place
Points out the challenges faced growing up in a place with limited opportunities and resources.
Where opportunities be rare, and no food on plate
Describes the weight of worries and late-night contemplation due to life's difficulties.
All them worries on yo mind the reason u be up late up
Expresses a loss of faith and hope, possibly due to unanswered prayers.
Hoping someone hear yo prayers lately u been loosing faith,Like is God real
Questions the existence of God in the face of personal struggles and unanswered prayers.
The world prayed for him but he end up dien still
Reflects on the irony of people praying for someone, yet they still meet an unfortunate fate.
Living in the matrix like is time real
Contemplates the nature of reality, questioning the concept of time in the speaker's life.
Tell me is it mental health
Reiterates the inquiry into the role of mental health in the speaker's experiences.
Who can u trust if u dont trust yo self
Raises the issue of trust again, emphasizing the internal aspect of self-trust.
Somebody tell me is it mental health
Reiterates the inquiry into the impact of mental health on the speaker's life.
Who can you trust if you dont trust yourself
Emphasizes the importance of self-trust in the context of broader trust issues.
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