Pity Party
Embracing Despair: lovelytheband's Pity Party Unveils the Struggle Within
Lyrics
I wish that I was out right now
I desire to be outside at this moment
I wish that I was a couple shots down
I wish I were a few shots of alcohol down
But I can't seem to get off my couch
Struggling to get off my couch
It's scary out
It's intimidating outside
Existing sounds
Everyday sounds feel like a challenge
I could really use a night for me
I really need a night for myself
But I can't afford the company
But I can't afford companionship
Head's been heavy for what seems like weeks
Feeling burdened for what seems like weeks
Please set me free anxiety
Free me from anxiety, please
You're invited to my pity party
Inviting others to my self-pity celebration
You see me smile but I won't be happy
I may smile, but I won't be genuinely happy
Losing tears here for everybody
Shedding tears for everyone
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
Feeling sorry is my preferred pastime
I know we said that we would go far
We said we'd achieve great things
But nobody's ever claimed these scars
But these scars remain unclaimed
You're invited to my pity party
Inviting others to my self-pity celebration
You see me smile but I won't be happy
I may smile, but I won't be genuinely happy
I know I've got expensive taste
Acknowledging expensive taste as a coping mechanism
It makes my problems feel ok
Using luxury to make problems seem okay
It's not my fault I'm born this way
Blaming birth for a messy brain
A messy brain
Admitting internal struggles
I'm not okay
Expressing not being okay
I keep on staring at my phone
Staring at the phone for connection
It helps me feel less alone
Using the phone to feel less alone
And these uppers also help me cope
Dependence on substances to cope
It's sad I know
Acknowledging the sadness of the situation
That's how it goes
Acceptance of the situation
You're invited to my pity party
Inviting others to my self-pity celebration
You see me smile but I won't be happy
I may smile, but I won't be genuinely happy
Losing tears here for everybody
Shedding tears for everyone
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
Feeling sorry is my preferred pastime
You know I said that we would go far
We said we'd achieve great things
Open up your body, swear we'll cling these stars
Symbolic gesture of opening up and clinging to stars
You're invited to my pity party
Inviting others to my self-pity celebration
You see me smile but I won't be happy
I may smile, but I won't be genuinely happy
I'm a sad man
Describing oneself as a sad individual
I should probably fix myself
Acknowledging the need for self-improvement
In a sad world
Recognizing the world as a sad place
I'm just asking for a little help
Pleading for assistance
Would ya help me out?
Requesting help
Will you help me out?
Asking for assistance
You're invited to my pity party
Inviting others to my self-pity celebration
You see me smile but I won't be happy
I may smile, but I won't be genuinely happy
Losing tears here for everybody
Shedding tears for everyone
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
Feeling sorry is my preferred pastime
I know I said that we would go far
We said we'd achieve great things
Open up your body, swear we'll cling these stars
Symbolic gesture of opening up and clinging to stars
You're invited to my pity party
Inviting others to my self-pity celebration
You see me smile but I won't be happy
I may smile,
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