Lyrics
Wasted wasted youth
Expressing regret or loss over a misspent youth
I'm choking on the truth oh
Feeling overwhelmed by a harsh reality
Growing old is never easy
Acknowledging the difficulty of aging
When there's so much that I want to do yet
Expressing frustration with unfulfilled desires
I can hardly leave the room so
Conveying a sense of confinement or lethargy
Please won't you just leave me alone
Requesting solitude and independence
Nobody can help me
Feeling beyond help or support
Nowhere feels like home
Expressing a lack of belonging or comfort
Uh
An exclamation introducing a personal reflection
Whenever I'm feeling lonely
Expressing recurring loneliness
Whenever I'm feeling lonely
-Need to sort my shit out
Acknowledging the need to address personal issues
Fell asleep on the couch
Describing a casual approach to life's challenges
I never loved sleeping as much as I do now
Finding solace in sleep as an escape
Why do you think that is, huh
Raising a rhetorical question about the reasons behind certain feelings
Prescribe me some more meds until there's nothing in my head at all
Seeking medication to numb the mind
Side effects may occur
Acknowledging potential side effects of medication
And now it's getting serious
Indicating a deepening of the emotional struggle
I think I'm a little delirious
Expressing a sense of confusion or disorientation
Cause I want novocaine injected right into my brain
Desiring a numbness achieved through novocaine
To get this thing to settle down
Expressing a need for emotional calmness
And turn my sadness all around
Hoping for a positive change in emotional state
Do you think that it's feasible
Pondering the feasibility of emotional change
To feel or to feel nothing at all
Reflecting on the choice between feeling and numbness
To feel or to feel nothing at all
-Why's it always got to be like this
Expressing frustration with recurring difficulties
When's it going to be the last time
Pondering when the challenges will end
When's it going to be the last time
-Every day is hell
Describing a daily struggle as unbearable
And I'm stuck in myself
Feeling trapped within one's own thoughts or situation
Nobody can hear me calling out
Expressing a sense of isolation and unheard distress
To feel or to feel nothing at all
Reiterating the internal conflict between feeling and numbness
To feel or to feel nothing at all
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