Self Destruct
Unraveling Despair: A Journey Through Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
Every time I see myself
Reflecting on my own image whenever I do
It's like nails inside my head
It feels excruciatingly painful, like sharp objects in my mind
I am so fucking terrified
I am extremely scared and distressed
I think I am losing my mind
I believe I'm losing control of my thoughts or sanity
Everything is fading
Everything around me is losing its clarity or significance
Fading into black
Things are disappearing or becoming indistinguishable
Pills that numb
Medication that makes me emotionally numb
That feeling
That sensation or emotion
Feeling of self destruct
The sensation or inclination towards self-destruction
Take me back to the holding cell
Return me to a confined space where I feel imprisoned
I hate myself I'm my only friend
I dislike myself, as I seem to be my sole companion
Take the drugs fall asleep again
Use substances to induce sleep again
I wake up to a bloody bed
I wake up to find a bed stained with blood
Everything is fading
Things are fading away or losing significance
Fading into black
Objects or aspects of life are becoming obscure or less noticeable
Pills that numb
Medication that numbs emotions
That feeling
That particular emotional state
Feeling of self destruct
The inclination or tendency towards self-destruction
I don't want to feel this pain
I wish to avoid experiencing this level of agony
I don't want to feel this pain
Repeated desire to escape from intense suffering
I don't want to feel this pain
Expressing a persistent refusal to endure the pain
Anymore
No longer wishing to experience this torment
Yeah
An exclamation indicating a feeling or realization
Everything is fading
Similar to lines 14 and 15, things are becoming unclear or less vivid
Fading into black
A continued sense of fading or losing clarity
Pills that numb
Medication that induces emotional numbness
That feeling
That specific emotional state or sensation
Feeling of self destruct
The feeling or inclination towards self-destruction
Yeah
An exclamation, perhaps indicating distress or pain
Aaah
An expression of anguish or frustration
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