Lyrics
Oh oh oh oh ay ay ay oh oh
Expression of distress or emotional turmoil.
Yeah I know the sun shine but it don't shine on me
Feeling excluded or overlooked despite the presence of positive things (sunshine).
Time flies I cry if I fail it's all on me
Acknowledging the passage of time and taking responsibility for one's failures.
Uh what if I lose are you still gon' be there for me
Concern about potential loss and questioning the loyalty of others in difficult times.
If you still don't get it I'm talking 'bout ending all of it
Expressing a desire to end one's life and frustration at not being understood.
Can't be living with this pain I'm too young for this shit
Feeling overwhelmed by pain and indicating a sense of youthfulness that makes the experience more challenging.
I'm too deep in this grave but I keep on digging
Metaphorically digging oneself deeper into a difficult situation.
Thought it was the right thing but it's so hard to fit in
Reflecting on the difficulty of fitting in despite believing one's actions were correct.
I just wonder when I talk why I feel so dizzy
Expressing confusion and disorientation during communication.
Suicide on my mind but I know it ain't right
Acknowledging thoughts of suicide but recognizing its ethical implications.
I was over this shit but I keep on falling back
Struggling with recurring issues and finding it challenging to move on.
It's a powerful realm I'm talking 'bout my mind
Referring to the complexities and power of one's own thoughts and mental state.
I pray then I lay on my grave it's dark at night
Engaging in a ritual of prayer and contemplation in a dark state of mind.
Titanic feel like I'm sinking
Using the metaphor of the Titanic sinking to convey a profound sense of despair.
Uh I panic then I get to thinking
Experiencing panic and engaging in deep introspection.
Yeah brain damage my heart is freezing
Linking emotional pain to physical effects, such as brain damage and a frozen heart.
Uh Vicodin my eyes are bleeding
Mentioning the use of Vicodin, possibly as a coping mechanism, with bleeding eyes symbolizing internal suffering.
Oh oh woah oh woah
Repetition of the expression "Oh oh woah," possibly indicating a sense of hopelessness or resignation.
Oh oh woah oh woah
-Oh oh woah oh woah
-Oh oh woah
-Yeah I know the sun shine but it don't shine on me
Repetition of lines expressing feelings of exclusion, time passing, fear of loss, and the desire for understanding.
Time flies I cry if I fail it's all on me
-Uh what if I lose are you still gon' be there for me
-If you still don't get it I'm talking 'bout ending all of it
-See them judge people I'm like how you do that
Observing judgment from others without understanding and accepting the perceived deserving of pain and hatred.
When you know nothin' about me how you gon' say that
-Yeah I deserve this pain and I mean that
-I deserve to be gone and hated
-Don't wanna live to see tomorrow
Expressing a desire to end life, a willingness to borrow happiness (dopamine), and a reluctance to receive sympathy in death.
If you got some dopamine to borrow
-I could prolly live through my sorrow
-But please don't bring no roses when I die tho
-Oh oh woah oh woah (is this how it ends)
Repetition of the expression "Oh oh woah" with a questioning tone, possibly emphasizing uncertainty about the outcome or resolution.
Oh oh woah oh woah
-Oh oh woah oh woah (yeah is this how it ends)
-Oh oh woah
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