Lyrics
Guess I'll forgive you for this one last time
Expressing a willingness to forgive for the final time.
Count on two hands how much you crossed the line
Reflecting on numerous instances of crossing boundaries.
I don't know how much I'll take but,
Uncertainty about the tolerance threshold for mistakes.
I guess we all make mistakes and
Acknowledging that everyone makes mistakes.
Hopefully our feelings reside
Hoping that emotions and connections endure.
But something 'bout all this just don't feel right
An intuitive sense that something is wrong.
Don't wanna end up doing shit out of spite so
Desire to avoid taking actions fueled by resentment.
Yeah, I threw a pity party
Engaging in self-pity, expressing emotional distress.
You said you weren't with nobody
Recalling a promise of exclusivity from the partner.
Wish I'd get the fuck out my mind
Frustration and a wish to overcome intrusive thoughts.
My father told me son, don't get too close
Advice from the father about maintaining emotional distance.
Eventually, you'll just run out of hope
Expectation of hopelessness when getting too close.
Now it's makin' so much sense
Understanding the situation with clarity.
Don't feel a grain of sentiment
Lack of emotional connection or empathy.
'Cause my whole mind is eating up my soul
Internal turmoil affecting the core of one's being.
And now I'm stuck in a trance
Feeling stuck in a repetitive and unproductive state.
Apologize next week, see you do it again
Pattern of apologizing and repeating mistakes.
Where are you really when you say you out with your friends
Doubt about the partner's honesty regarding their whereabouts.
Say you love me then you fuck up everything we planned, everything we planned
Expressions of love followed by disrupting plans.
I'm feelin' out of my body, my mind ain't at ease
Feeling detached from one's own body and uneasy in the mind.
Smoke a pound of the green just to make me believe
Using substances to escape or find solace in false beliefs.
That our feelings were real and you weren't trying to scheme
Doubting the authenticity of past emotions and intentions.
Feeling sick to my stomach like I'm in a dream
Physical and emotional discomfort akin to a surreal experience.
Time moves by, but I'm stuck here losing sleep
Time passing without resolution, causing sleep deprivation.
Bae you been here for a while, starting to think the issues me
Questioning one's role in relationship issues.
So I play pretend, don't make amends
Engaging in pretend behavior and avoiding reconciliation.
I wish I never let you come back again
Regret over allowing the partner back into one's life.
Yeah I'm stuck in my head like I'm locked in the pen
Feeling mentally confined and overwhelmed.
Sick of taking these L's, feel like I wanna win
Expressing a desire for a positive change in fortunes.
Guess I'll forgive you for this one last time
Reiterating a willingness to forgive for the last time.
Count on two hands how much you crossed the line
Quantifying the number of times boundaries were crossed.
I don't know how much I'll take but,
Uncertainty about the tolerance threshold for mistakes (repeated).
I guess we all make mistakes and
Acknowledging that everyone makes mistakes (repeated).
Hopefully our feelings reside
Hoping that emotions and connections endure (repeated).
But something 'bout all this just don't feel right
An intuitive sense that something is wrong (repeated).
Don't wanna end up doing shit out of spite so
Desire to avoid taking actions fueled by resentment (repeated).
Yeah, I threw a pity party
Engaging in self-pity, expressing emotional distress (repeated).
You said you weren't with nobody
Recalling a promise of exclusivity from the partner (repeated).
Wish I'd get the fuck out my mind
Frustration and a wish to overcome intrusive thoughts (repeated).
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