Lyrics
I don’t understand, I don’t understand
The speaker expresses confusion or a lack of understanding.
One day we’re in love, next day we’re on different ends
Describes a fluctuating relationship, where love turns into separation.
Girl I can’t pretend, girl I can’t pretend
The speaker admits inability to pretend or fake emotions.
Trying to write my wrongs but I can’t pick up the pen
Struggling to correct mistakes but facing difficulty moving forward.
Another Sunday fight, another Sunday fight
Reference to recurring conflicts on Sundays in the relationship.
Always make you cry, I’m always thinking that I’m right
Speaker acknowledges causing pain, believing in their own righteousness.
Say I make you sad, say I make you sad
Recognition of the impact on the partner's emotions.
Hear it everyday, moms says I’m just like my dad
Comparing the speaker's behavior to that of their father, implying negative traits.
I didn’t need you anymore
The speaker claims independence or self-sufficiency.
But you needed me, needed me
Acknowledges the partner's dependency on the speaker.
I said I wouldn’t go
The speaker initially promises not to leave.
It’s killing me, killing me
The decision to stay is emotionally taxing for the speaker.
Probably killed you even more, more
Suggests that the speaker's presence may be harming the partner.
Wanna run away, run away
Expresses a desire to escape the current situation.
Can’t run from my thoughts
Unable to escape troubling thoughts despite the desire to run away.
I’ll sleep all day’ til it go away, ‘til it go away
Using sleep as a coping mechanism to avoid confronting issues.
Last year I was sad, I was way too sad
Reflects on a period of intense sadness in the past.
Fuck that broken boy you fell in love with in the past
Rejecting the broken image from the past, asserting personal growth.
I am not my past
Emphasizes a departure from the speaker's past self.
Never had no dad to teach me how to be a man
Highlights the absence of paternal guidance in the speaker's life.
I can’t be your man
Declaring an inability to fulfill the role of a partner.
We’re only 18 baby what’s the fucking plan
Questions the feasibility of making long-term plans at a young age.
We can’t understand
Expresses a mutual lack of understanding in the relationship.
Crying in the car, all the memories make it bad
Recalling painful memories, particularly in the car.
Baby don’t be sad
Reassures the partner not to be sad despite the difficulties.
Loved you way too much
Confesses a deep, perhaps overwhelming, love for the partner.
You will never understand, never understand
Asserts that the partner won't fully comprehend the speaker's feelings.
But you needed me, needed me
Reiteration of the partner's dependence on the speaker.
I said I wouldn’t go
Reaffirms the speaker's initial decision not to leave.
It’s killing me, killing me
Expresses the emotional toll of staying in the relationship.
Probably killed you even more, more
Suggests that the partner might be more affected by the relationship.
Wanna run away, run away
Reiterates the desire to escape the current circumstances.
Can’t run from my thoughts
Acknowledges the inability to escape distressing thoughts.
I’ll sleep all day’ til it go away, ‘til it go away
Continues the use of sleep as a means to avoid facing problems.
Comment