Lyrics
And I know that you don't love me
Recognizing that the other person doesn't harbor love.
And I know that you don't want me but
Acknowledging the lack of desire from the other person.
It's fucking me up taking these pills
Expressing the impact of taking medication.
They want me dead they want me
Feeling targeted by others who wish for one's demise.
And I know that you don't love me
Reiteration of the absence of love from the other person.
And I know that you don't want me but
Reiterating the lack of desire from the other person.
It's fucking me up taking these pills
Highlighting the adverse effect of medication.
They want me dead they want me
Feeling targeted for death by unspecified entities.
I'm in my head thinking about when I will be dead
Contemplating and consumed by thoughts of one's mortality.
Leave me alone I just need to relax
Desiring solitude and relaxation.
Feelings aren't important I just need to learn to lean back
Emphasizing a need to detach from emotions and relax.
Tell me everything you did , don't hit me back like
Requesting full disclosure but avoiding confrontation.
Wasting my fucking time I need to realize
Realization of time wasted, seeking self-awareness.
I don't need you or a person in my life
Declaring independence from needing others in life.
I don't need a motherfucker tryna tell me shit
Rejecting interference or advice from others.
I've been doing this I've been living bro
Asserting experience and existence despite challenges.
Back to my same style back to my depression
Returning to familiar patterns of depression.
Eats my alive like I swear to god
Expressing how depression emotionally consumes.
If you tryna cross me you wont be alive
Warning against crossing boundaries with severe consequences.
Take you out and leave your body on the side
Describing extreme actions and consequences.
And I know that you don't love me
Reiteration of the lack of love from the other person.
And I know that you don't want me but
Reiterating the absence of desire from the other person.
It's fucking me up taking these pills
Stressing the detrimental impact of medication.
They want me dead they want me
Feeling targeted for death by unspecified entities.
And I know that you don't love me
Reiteration of the absence of love from the other person.
And I know that you don't want me but
Reiterating the lack of desire from the other person.
It's fucking me up taking these pills
Highlighting the adverse effect of medication.
They want me dead they want me
Feeling targeted for death by unspecified entities.
And I know that you don't love me
Reiteration of the absence of love from the other person.
And I know that you don't want me but
Reiterating the lack of desire from the other person.
It's fucking me up taking these pills
Stressing the detrimental impact of medication.
They want me dead they want me
Feeling targeted for death by unspecified entities.
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