Suffocate
Suffocate: Navigating the Abyss of Fear and Isolation
Lyrics
I've been drowning in my fears
I have been overwhelmed by my fears.
Hoping they would take me
Hoping that my fears would consume me.
To a darker place
Desiring to be taken to a darker, perhaps metaphorically negative, place.
Because I'm not welcome here
Expressing a feeling of not being accepted or wanted in the current situation.
Not wanted
Feeling unwelcome.
Not need
Sensing a lack of necessity or belonging.
Take me
Repeated plea to be taken away from the current state.
Take me
-I need it
Expressing a strong need or desire for something.
I'll bounce my brains off the concrete till they spill out
Describing a self-destructive behavior of hitting one's head against the concrete, possibly symbolizing frustration or anguish.
It's driving me insane
Feeling overwhelmed to the point of insanity.
It's like a broken record
Comparing the experience to a broken record, indicating a repetitive and cyclical nature of the struggles.
Repeating my defeat
Highlighting a continuous replay of personal failures.
At this point its become normal
Accepting the struggles as normal at this point.
And the world has become the freak
Viewing the world as a bizarre or abnormal place.
I'm in a constant state of anxiety
Stating a constant state of anxiety.
I've fallen into oblivion
Feeling as if fallen into a state of oblivion, possibly a state of neglect or insignificance.
I'm afraid to be alone
Expressing a fear of being alone.
Afraid
Reiterating the feeling of fear.
Of letting my tears add to the water that I've been drowning in for years
Fearing the exacerbation of one's emotional pain by letting tears join the metaphorical water of fears.
These voices were once my enemies
Describing past inner struggles or negative thoughts as voices that were once enemies.
Now my family
Indicating a shift in perspective, where the once perceived enemies (negative thoughts) are now considered family, suggesting a complex relationship with one's inner demons.
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