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I isolate myself
I choose to be alone and away from others
I cry
I express my emotions through tears
I'm afraid of the future
I feel anxious about what lies ahead
And If I die?
Contemplating mortality and the consequences of death
And if I fall to the floor and do not feel alive?
Imagining a scenario where I'm physically unresponsive and emotionally detached
So I cry
Expressing emotional pain through crying
I cry
Continuing to cry
When a feeling is not felt and you make it numb
Suppressing emotions to avoid feeling them
He's awake in dreadful ways and it hurts
Experiencing pain in an awakened and distressing manner
Would this be a storm in a teacup?
Wondering if the current situation is just a minor issue blown out of proportion
If I drive someone mad with my natural state
Fearing that my natural state may negatively affect others
Revoke everything I've done until today
Considering undoing everything I've accomplished so far
And I pray
Engaging in prayer without a clear understanding of the purpose
Not knowing what for
Expressing uncertainty about the object of the prayer
I isolate myself
Choosing isolation again
I cry
Continuing to express emotions through crying
I'm afraid of the future
Reiterating anxiety about the future
And If I die?
Revisiting thoughts about mortality and death
And if I fall to the floor and do not feel alive?
Imagining a scenario of emotional detachment and physical lifelessness
So I cry
Resuming the expression of emotional pain through tears
I cry
Continuing to cry
If I die at the intersection of my thoughts
Contemplating the possibility of dying at the crossroads of my thoughts
For being blindfolded, having awful losses
Considering losses while being blind to certain truths
Obeying the sacred stomach butterflies
Following instincts despite potential negative consequences
Over a dead body, the anthill will survive
Symbolizing resilience even in the face of challenges
Often unable to breathe
Experiencing difficulty in breathing, both physically and metaphorically
And I also couldn't get repairs
Unable to find solutions or relief
Whenever I lacked air
Recalling times when I struggled to breathe
Sometimes all you need is less
Acknowledging that sometimes, simplifying life is beneficial
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