Medication.
Numbing Torment: PJtheRapArtist's Journey Through Medication
Lyrics
Now I'm taking medication
Expressing the act of taking medication.
It's numbing all the pain that, always comes with the torment
Highlighting that the medication is dulling the pain associated with torment.
Meds get delivered straight to my doorstep
Emphasizing the convenience of medication delivery to the speaker's home.
Now I'm taking medication
Reiterating the fact of taking medication.
It's numbing all the pain that, always comes with the torment
Repeating the idea of pain alleviation through medication.
Meds get delivered straight to my doorstep
Reiterating the ease of medication delivery.
Feelin' low, can't shake this weight
Expressing a feeling of being down and unable to shake off a heavy emotional burden.
Can't escape these thoughts that race
Describing the persistence of racing and troubling thoughts.
Can't escape the pain inside
Acknowledging an internal pain that seems inescapable.
Never think of suicide
Asserting the speaker's commitment to avoiding suicidal thoughts.
I just wanna run and hide, I just wanna run and hide
Expressing a strong desire to escape and hide from the current emotional state.
I just wanna run and hide
-yeah, yeah
Adding emphasis to the desire for escape.
Yeah, I know I done really had some moments
Reflecting on past challenging experiences or situations.
Lately, my brain it just lacks serotonin
Noting a lack of serotonin in the speaker's brain, possibly indicating a mood disorder.
I don't even know, and if, anyone notices
Expressing uncertainty about whether anyone notices the speaker's struggles.
No time for hotlines, won't pick up the phone again
Rejecting the idea of reaching out to hotlines for help.
I know that I'm not fine
Acknowledging that the speaker is not okay but choosing not to show it to others.
But I can't be showing them
Continuing to hide the pain from others, especially when back at home.
Back at home again
Reiterating a return to a challenging home environment.
I'm on my own again, I'm all alone again
Expressing a sense of loneliness and isolation.
I'm feeling low again, So here we go again
Repeating the cycle of feeling low and alone.
Now I'm taking medication
Repeating the themes of taking medication, numbing pain, and having meds delivered, reinforcing the ongoing struggle and reliance on medication.
It's numbing all the pain that, always comes with the torment
-Meds get delivered straight to my doorstep
-Now I'm taking medication
-It's numbing all the pain that, always comes with the torment
-Meds get delivered straight to my doorstep
-Now I'm taking medication
-It's numbing all the pain that, always comes with the torment
-Meds get delivered straight to my doorstep
-Now I'm taking medication
-It's numbing all the pain that, always comes with the torment
-Meds get delivered straight to my doorstep
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