Nobody Likes A Hospital
The Grim Reality Behind Hidden Pain
Lyrics
I don't think happiness is real
I doubt the existence of true happiness
Cause let me tell you
Expressing a negative perspective
I sure don't cry in the shower cause I like the way it feels
Rejecting the idea of finding solace in daily activities
Do you think in good time I'll heal?
Questioning the possibility of healing over time
You might need a better watch
Suggesting the need for a better sense of time
Cause it feels like I've been an inpatient for years
Feeling like being hospitalized for an extended period
There's no silver lining
Emphasizing a lack of positive outlook
I guess I'll put my pain in writing
Turning pain into written expression
I've run out of better ways to reach you
Running out of effective ways to communicate
There's no silver lining
Reiterating the absence of a silver lining
So, what's the point in even trying?
Questioning the purpose of trying
You're not in this hole I fell into
Acknowledging the isolation in personal struggles
You don't know what I'm going through
Highlighting the lack of understanding from others
Please don't visit if you're bringing another phony smile
Discouraging insincere gestures of support
I know I've been here a while but that's not helping anyone
Expressing that time spent doesn't alleviate pain
Please don't visit I can't stand it
Rejecting the idea of unwanted visits
Just leave me alone with it all
Desiring solitude in coping with difficulties
Nobody likes a hospital
Stating a general aversion to hospitals
Just me and my fellow patients
Describing a shared experience with fellow patients
Bad shape and comfort deprived
Highlighting the challenging state of health
So vacant, dead inside
Expressing emotional emptiness
But feel alive enough to write
Finding solace in creative expression despite hardships
Breathe it deep into your lungs
Immersing oneself in writing as a coping mechanism
The bleach and anxious loved ones
Depicting the environment with bleach and worried loved ones
There's a billion ways I could think of to die
Contemplating various ways to confront mortality
Rotting away in a psych ward wasn't my first choice
Expressing an unexpected path of dealing with mental health
But sure, I can give it a try
Considering an unconventional approach to life
One day this brain has got to go
Anticipating a future where the mind no longer exists
It's got to go
Reiterating the inevitable decline of the mind
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