Lyrics
Creeping up again
Feeling a resurgence of emotions or issues
Lost myself and it's too late
Realizing I've lost my true self and it's irreversible
Killing time again
Wasting time again
Waiting for my only fate
Waiting for the only outcome I foresee
Trapped within the cage
Feeling confined within a self-made situation
That I've built with my own hands
Constructed my own limitations
Can't release the rage
Unable to let go of anger or frustration
Shattered life and broken plans
Feeling broken and plans shattered
If I knew myself
Reflecting on not understanding myself
I wouldn't keep on doing this
Continuing negative behaviors despite self-awareness
But I trick myself
Deceiving myself with false beliefs
And believe with just one kiss
Believing a single action or gesture will solve issues
I can't believe the things I do
Surprised or dismayed by my actions
All for the sake of pleasing you
Doing things solely to please someone else
In the dark again
Feeling lost or trapped in darkness
Afraid to move but can't sit still
Unable to relax or stay still due to fear
Killed my heart again
Harming my emotions again
To myself I give this pill
Choosing self-destructive actions
If I was myself
If I were true to myself
I'd find strength to push away
Would have the strength to break free
But I hurt myself
Harming myself instead of finding strength
And I weaken more each day
Weakening myself gradually
I can't believe the things I do
Shocked by my actions to please someone else
All for the sake of pleasing you
Continuing actions solely for another's happiness
As I come to know you
Discovering more about someone
My disgust grows a new
Increasing revulsion or repulsion towards them
As you tighten your grip
Feeling suffocated or controlled by someone
My worn throat is slowly slit
Experiencing pain or harm due to their actions
I can't believe the things I do
Continuing actions to please despite awareness
All for the sake of pleasing you
Repeatedly sacrificing my own well-being for another
I should just stop and let you know
Considering the need to stop and communicate this
But I'm afraid of letting go, letting go
Fearing the act of releasing the situation
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