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I don't know when I lost my nerve
I am uncertain about when I lost my courage or confidence.
And I started a routine
I established a regular and repetitive pattern in my life.
And I walked across this corner
I walked to a specific location or intersection.
Pinned my eyes to a shirt
I focused my gaze on a shirt, possibly as a way to avoid eye contact.
'Cause I'm scared of being seen
I feel afraid of being noticed or observed by others.
Locked myself in a stall
I confined myself within a closed space, like a restroom stall.
Rest my head against the wall
I leaned my head against the wall, possibly as a way to find comfort or solace.
Still drunk I had a dream in the morning
While still under the influence of alcohol, I experienced a dream in the morning.
Pin myself to the chore
I physically attached or affixed myself to a routine or task.
Looking through the cracks I saw the shadows on the tile
Observing the surroundings, I noticed shadows on the tile floor.
So I knocked on all the unlocked doors
I attempted to enter all accessible doors by knocking.
Locked myself in a stall
Once again, I isolated myself within a confined space, possibly indicating a desire for privacy.
Rest my head against the wall
I repeated the action of resting my head against the wall.
And I'm not sure
There is uncertainty about whether I ever had the courage or confidence.
That I've ever had the nerve
I may have never possessed the boldness or bravery.
'Cause I've always felt like an easy kill
I consistently felt vulnerable or easily defeated.
But I'm pretty sure
However, I am quite certain that I will never find out.
That I'm never going to know
I lack the knowledge or assurance if I am someone's preferred choice or remedy.
If I'm his kind of pill
There is doubt about whether I fit the criteria or preferences of a particular person.
Unlocked the stall and wandered off
I exited the confined space and wandered away without restraint.
Left my number on the wall
I left my contact information on the wall, possibly as a form of connection or communication.
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