Lyrics
I dont really share bout myself anymore
I no longer share details about myself.
So sorry if dont open up
Apology for not opening up emotionally.
If music is the only door
Expressing that music serves as the only outlet.
Then why am I still stuck
Feeling stuck despite using music as an outlet.
I lie to myself
Admitting to self-deception.
I cry to myself
Private emotional struggles leading to tears.
I figure out everything wrong with myself
Self-reflection, recognizing personal flaws.
Why cant I open up that door
Questioning the inability to open up emotionally.
I'm stuck, and I cant figure out why im here
Feeling trapped without understanding the reason.
I feel like death is coming, i'm the only one thats near
Sensing a looming sense of death and isolation.
Oh dear, If dont make it out alive
Facing the possibility of not surviving.
Then tell with my pride
Request to convey pride if not making it out alive.
Tell all that I tried
Expressing effort and determination.
Oh dear, if I fall off the edge
Contemplating the idea of falling off the edge.
Then tell all the rest
Request to inform others about the attempt.
That I give them my best
Highlighting the commitment to giving the best.
I'm stuck, and I can't figure out why im here
Reiteration of feeling stuck and confused.
I'm drowning in my tears
Metaphorically drowning in emotional pain.
Why is there so much to fear
Questioning the source of fear and anxiety.
Running from things that i cant escape
Running from inescapable challenges.
When I needed help the hero hung up his cape
Feeling abandoned when seeking help.
I feel like the future is coming
Sensing the imminent arrival of the future.
I feel like the future is here
Acknowledging the present as a manifestation of the future.
I feel like the storm is coming
Anticipating a metaphorical storm or difficulty.
I wonder when it'll be clear
Wondering when clarity will come.
I've been stuck in my head for too long
Being stuck in self-reflective thoughts for an extended period.
How long can I keep this up
Pondering the sustainability of the current state.
I've been drowning in the waters of my wrongs
Symbolic drowning in the consequences of mistakes.
And I, dont think I'll swim up
Expressing doubt about the ability to overcome challenges.
I can think of a thousand times where I thought that I was strong
Reflecting on past instances of perceived strength.
I can think of a thousand songs I've wrote trying to show my love
Recalling numerous attempts to express love through music.
But i guess that I was never enough
Realizing that efforts may not have been sufficient.
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